Manila In Repose

Snapshots of my business trip to Manila ...
My journey through their small towns "barangais"


























One cannot forget the heat ...
that permeates and oppresses...

Black Russia and the robot

Dun let the rain get you down
How true,especially
when if its not raining when you wake up..
it turns your office into a ice box
or just when you are all ready for a nigth out
it pours with such gleee
knowing that all illusions of
al fresco dinning and long strolls
gets drizzled upon
wet throughly..
and then washed down the drain


Dont you just LOveeeee December in Sinagpore
The clamy air really brings out the christmas cheer in everybody
especially when you all squeezing in the shopping center
wet from the rain
and then pressed between a swelling crowd
all in the same deplorable state as you...


hmmm..
i cant wait to get out of this place
and freeze my ass off in Shanghai
where its really cold..
and winter holds more meaning ...
and i can find an excuse to wear a trench coat and boots
if you do that in Singapore
you either look like an 'ah lian' who lost her way
trying to find the Bleeping neo-print machine
which incidentaly is also going into extinction
or a werido/ pervert/ fake watch hawker...


But i know somebody *ahem* is looking forward to Rain *winks*
not the Singaporean one that makes you wet...
but the korean one with the hot bod..
oh wait...hmmm.... i guess.. he can also make you ....
hahahahah ...
err.. not me
i swear...


anywaz.. yesh .. time seems like sand these days
slipping out of my hand before i know it
and then culmulating in weird little pockets
when you suddenly find yourself twiddlign your tumbs
wondering what to do...


soo now i have found myself stuck in such a clump of sanda
with my comp staring accusingly at me
reminding me that i havent blogged in a while
welll...
i guess once you stop writing
and so many things have happened
you just dun noe where to start..
and then you start to wonder
who is going to read anyway


and then...
history is made.every second
and everytime we fail to say something
it is like while the words remain a non-entity
.... their potential remains
in my mind
soo many post i have written
but yet.. they remian there
maybe i shd just install a hard disk into myself
and start downloading straight from my brain...


anywaz.. enuough said
time still remains .. dragged into infinity
and i will still have more time to post all
the potential posts that i want to
like my manila pics..
my great experience at Standchart Marathon
with a very cui picture of me crossing the line
and etc etc


I seem to have all the time in the world
other than to sleep
soo thus..
i should take this opportunity
of stucked bits of sands
to catch a few zzzzzz


all that is left i guess
is to say that
i <3 the T'ang Quartet performance yesterday
*claps* wonderful Black Russia
i hoped you liked it tooo


i thank you for the breakfasts in the mornings
and the suppers at night
watching you cook
is like watching a sciencetist at work
a ounce of intensity, a dash of precision and
a peppering of panache


happy birthday my dear..


~ everybody go out and get your hands on a T'ang Quartet CD ~
and stay tune for the adventures of the drunken robot.. lol

sadly

never in a million years
would I expect this to happen


Just one day i found myself
walking in the sun
skirts swishing
and a smile crept up to my face
the happiness
that threatened to burst out of my heart
yet confided in its inner chambers
all four of them
pitta patting to the sound of my heart beat


I look for a song
and inevitable turn to a happy one
I sing to myself
ALOT
I dance around when no one's looking
I skip even when people's looking


Alice has found her rabbit hole ..


How can anyone in this world make me soo happy
yet I dint wana assume
The feeling of needing to know
but not exactly wanting to know
is scary ..
in that in the end
you might be left with nothing...


But now I have something..
and my dears have wished me with
the greatest happiness
but yet I know somehow ...
in gaining my own happiness
I seem to have made a few other people
unhappy..
Like a zero sum game


why should that be??
perhaps this was not suppose to happen
perhaps alot of people dint expect it to happen
i did not purposfully seek for it to happen
but it did
soo live with it..


The last episode of Grey's Anatomy is making me cry...


chasing cars
sadly


while my current state of being
is in a total state of jumble
I do know 1 thing clearly
I am happy ...
the other 3 words are overuse
but these 3 ..
It makes my heart burns like a star
when I hear you say them too...

not yet wonderland.. first a stopover at lala land..

seems like my previous post
got some interesting queries...
hmm what can I say??


let me see if a picture
can really tell a thousand words..





opps! wrong picture!
Got you there for a moment dint I? ;p
well ...if you had thought that was it
then you must been following
the wrong plot all this while..
lol


maybe its more this...


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perhaps?
perhaps....
actually hmmm...


i guess my answer would be this..





lol...
lalalalala


cloudy is in a crappy mood
anybody trying to be serious with her today
or tomorrrow or the day after that
and etc and etc....
will be assulted by her whip
which she carries aroudn with her
for such occasions..


*whoo!*

The fallen angel...

This past week has be a surreal one...
one in which i yoyo in between..
hope| sadness| uncertainty| happiness| despair
and finally deciding to just be zen ..


We do not know what the future holds
and I dare not hope
althou ...
I would find myself dreaming sometimes
but the uncertainty
awns like a huge chasm ..
with no where to go
but to leap in with blind faith
in hope that I will land on something soft...


my leap of faith..


I do not know the ramifications
I am hoping there would be none ..
optimisim is my weakest link..


we only live once ..
right??





<< Lu >> by Fish Leong


which ever path I walk down...
I just wish it would take me to my wonderland..

Alice in Wanderland~

Hmm Dali Dali Dali
where fore are thou Dali
hmm at Opera gallery of course


and it was a great evening
as we trooped down to Taka
for the Dali Exhibition
it being held in conjuction with the Biennale


I love Opera Gallery
they always bring in such beautiful artwork
althou I went with the extpectation of seeing..
an array of Dali works..
I was surprised to find
other artists on display too..


and the first thing that caught my eye
was not the whimpsical Dali sculptures
but something strong .. yet fresh
the bold dark lines highlighting the stark colours...
~ Bernard Buffet....
*swoon*
It was love at first sight
and here is his bio:


Bernard BUFFET (- 1999)
In France's early sixties, the two artistic phenomena were undoubtedly Picasso and Buffet. The legendary Andy Warhol was quoted in 1985 as saying “the French indeed have a great painter. My favorite artist and the last great painter from Paris: Buffet.

Bernard Buffet's works are timeless, an ever-present quality running through the ensemble of the artist's work. However he took his own life on October 4, 1999 in the Var region of France.








it is such sadness to hear that he took his life
and one wonders
do all artists suffer for their craft..
hmmm


another tumulous dark nature
caught my imagination too....


Maurice de VLAMINCK (1876 - 1958)
Born in Paris into a Dutch family of music teachers, Vlaminck started out as a bicycle racer. Forced to abandon professional racing, he started giving music lessons. Friends with Derain, Vlaminck took part in the first Fauve exhibition in 1905. Cubism attracted the artist who did not, however, limit his activities to painting. Vlaminck was also a race car driver.


I love this phase of him:
Vlaminck, the "wildest beast" of all the Fauves,
flew the coop in order to paint landscapes where dark, ominous hues prevailed.




no picture does justice ot his paintings
for they are amazingly textured
I love the "darkness" of his paintings
the way his clouds are able to brood
the way he can make the whitest snow look sloshy
...ominous without being sinister
if that is ever possible..
hmm...


anyways..while many of us might try to understand
the deeper meaning behind each painting
as if searching for the meaning of life..
however
Sheryl said something very real
that surely brougth all of us back to earth
~ maybe he doesnt mean anything
maybe he just let his imagination run wild
and drew what he liked ~


that is in reference to Dali
and looking at his artwork..
i have to agree
that it would be better
to just enjoy
and let him bring you into
his fantasy world
of elephant with skelethon legs
space venus
and the wonderland....


while he sculptures are amazing
the one thing that truly captured
my imaginaion was this sketch




hmm the reflection of the swan in the lake
showing an elephant
somehow speaks although to me..


at this juction
someone out there
will be saying awwwww..


well..
hmm lalalalala
i have been dreaming of Paris lately
and singing to myself
the flowers are blooming
and the larks are out ..
it feels like Spring time in October..
hmmm...
must be the moon..


~to everybody mugging~
*hugs!!!...jia you!!
half time is coming soon ;p *

Wanderlust...

While sending some of my Europe backpacking photos to a friend..
I couldn't help feeling the surge of nostalgia
and that pull of pining for
something more ...


walks by the river
getting lost and not caring
discovering new things and old
having all the time in the world
to be yourself..


after rummaging through my photos..
here is my little tribute..





















~ my wanderlust~


I long for adventure...
for life...
for love...


take me to wonderland ..
down the rabbit hole
to find me the potion
that will make us whole
we will dance amongst the flowers
and met the Mad Hatter
and ill kiss you in the petals
while the Cheshire cat grin
and slowly disappear...

Restless Week

Be still my restless heart ..
or ill dig you out and throw you to the gods
as an offering to my tormented soul ..


okie..
that's kinda really weird ..
but yeah
the fustration caused by a willing mind
but a willful heart is just too much to bear sometimes


especially when I have gazillions of work due
poo..
nothing I can think of ..
could shed light on this mysterious ailment...
if only there is a heart doctor
He can plunge a calipers
right into my cosmic soul
yank out my wretched heart
and dissect .. into tiny
of millions of pieces
to get to the root of the problem...


maybe we are all part of the Matrix
and I'm about to be pulled out of my blissful coma
lol


alrights enough of darkness..


it was an arty-farty week
as SMU had its Art Fest
and I got to lounge on rugs and sofas
listening to the Tang Quartet perform..
they were amazingly expressive and electric
in their short half an hour
that I felt like gained soo much more
than a half hour performance
I'm so going to go to their next concert :)


further artistic exploration happened
at the Singapore Art Museum
It was quite quite an insightful experience
to get a deeper understanding
of local and South East Asian Art
for all the renaissance History I know
I am shamefully lacking in interest
of our local arts scene
I guess.. to me.. alot of their art work
seems very raw..
or perhaps they are too contemporary for
my old-fashion-surrealist-heart..


And since we were in the mood to be elevated
to a higher plane of consciousness with Art
why not add in a serving of alcohol too
to bring us to a even higher plane
lol


I had no idea why I ended up at the seclusion
but I had ended up with drinking XO with fruit punch
and wine with smoke ...
and waking up the next day not knowing how I feel asleep..
hmm I know I should stop doing that
but I do seem to have an affinity for blacking out at the wrong time
;p *ahem*


There are many different types of drunks in this world
there are those that get noisy
there are those that get moody and violent
there are those that get very very very happy...
and there are those that make other VERY happy ..
lol
I seem to be the type that falls straight from
happy to lights out..
the instantaneous switching off of all the lights
in my body
is probably quite scary


Ok ok.. we live and learn right?
I PROMISE not to have any power failures from now on..
this light house is going to keep on shining ;p
lalalalala


anywaz.. to end the restless week with a plomp!
is a definite must
and I think the NUS dance ensemble
did a great job in putting up a wonderful performance
Rita baby was all purtty and grown up in her performance
I felt like a proud parent watching her
*sniff sniff*


~ reading up on the Art of Seduction Now ~


ohh be still my restless heart

my fairy tale adventure

*plop* ..
off came my shoe
while I was chasing a bus
leaving me like Cinderella
I hurried to my carriage (a Comfort Cab)
and sped for school
where my prince(ss)
was waiting to save me
with a extra set of shoes


and is that where the fairy tale ends..
NO...
this Cinderella trooped to the nearest ALDO
in her emergency slippers
and came out with her very first:
"Come-F**k-Me-Shoes"





Now THAT is a happy ending
... Till the next time she goes to ALDO again
lalalalalalalal


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well..
during dinner with my very HOT date, Dians
we both agree that we miss a friend
a friend who has seemed lost to us
and we have set about on a mission
to try to understand how he feels


perhaps Bens and Jerry will help
perhaps it will not


if u are reading this..
let me just say
we do miss a friend
and if you never talk to us
we will never know what is wrong
regardless of whatever happened
my idea of a friendship is simple and uncomplicated


do you know...
we miss the lunches at Armenian street
we miss the dinners at kopitiam
we miss seeing you around ...


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song of the mo: "Ai Cuo" by Wang lee Hong
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89brvr_E2LA


~ bei feng de tong , mei ren neng suo
wo chong lai mei ai guo
suo yi ai cuo
wo cong nah li qi fei
cing nah li jian luo ~

Total eclipse of the heart

In the dim, smoky light
full of old drunk foggies
watery Tiger Beer and
little glasses of cocktail nuts
I belted out this song
with my heart
half caught in the moment of the song
half embarrassed about the cheesy-ness of it all


my alternative KTV experience
im sure the whole experience would seem more fun
when its over and part of my memories...
and my hot date would seem hotter too
lol
but the greatest surprise of the day
was that KH can sing!!
hmmm...
you learn new things everyday :p


I think the theme for the past week was retro..
with my first mambo clubbing session after soo long
<3 to melva
im sure you will be a very "hot" PE teacher
just dont make all the sec sch boys fall for you
and all the little girls will hate u ;o
lol


Had a good movie streak ..
with Shopie Scholls and Lucky Number Selvin
Shopie was kinda somber
but refreshing for a war film
it shows us that anybody can be a hero
nobody starts out with grandoise plans
to leave an imprint on the world


i had cried incessently
kinda embaressing for im not one who cries
i see it as a weekness
but perhaps as we grow older
lesser things affect us
we learn to loose
we learn to fail
we learn to fall
and to rise back up again


but anywaz
sabrina was puzzled why i cried soo much
for she said.. it is not as sad or as horrific
as the other shows like Schindler's List
I couldnt think of an answer...


But as i was walking home
and i thought back to the movie
i realise what touched me
was her story..
and its doesnt matter how many war films we see
everybody's struggle should be their own
their story
their life
and soo
and thou we are soo far removed from that inncident
that we only identify it with movies and books
we should not let ourselves be desensitised by the media
on the horrors that happen around us


On a lighter note
i have 2 new eye candy!!
one real and one reel
Josh Harnet is muy muy caliente
in the movie Lucky Number Selvin
his hair makes him adorable


this is amazing coming from someone
who thought he is like the ugliest actor ever
ok ..i take taht back
Ben Affleck is the ugliest actor
he comes in at a miniscue second
but Josh Harnet had looked soo non-descript
i feel bored just looking at him


but wheew now..
i just wana ripp that purple flowery towel off
*for those who watched the show ..
you will noe what i meannnnnn
lol





well its lunch time
and staring at my lukewarm coffee and half eatend sandwich
I miss the Berkela waterfalls already
the warm sun
the cool waters
the sweet intoxication wine
and the wonderful company


to sit under the moonlight
with the bright white of the waterfall
falling down beside you
and the gurgle of the waters
as it rushes down stream
hearing but not seeing
like a musical background
with the heady sensation of wine
while you ponder on anything that comes in mind
and let the night envelope you


life is sweet ..


~ im am not a disappointed dreamer..
i hold no ideals
i just want to be happy ~


stay tune to the next post
while I read up on KH's book on the art of seduction
and ill tell you what kinda of seducer/victim I am
lol

Dare to Dream

Just visiting the booth yest with sabri and lijen
and brought them on a tour of our arduous journey
it brought back many mixed emotions, nostalgia and pride


If you happen to be in the vicinity of SMU Kopitiam
Just walk through
and be awed by the magnificence of Africa :)


Hakuna Matata


Here a collage I did of the mountain




Like Mr. Wilson our guide said
" Mountains will never meet, But people do"


~may I see you on another mountain top~

Every time in our lives have their place

So says someone when I comment:
"ahh.. To be a student again..."


ahh well.. for a no-longer-student
I have been down to school more often than some still-students this week ;p
Evidently..
All the work had got to me last week
but thanks to all who had sent e-hugs my way
and to someone
who gave me a real huge sweep-me-off-my-feet hug
nothing beats the real thing man.. I'm sorry :)
that will remain in Caiyun's Hall of Hugs for a long long time


Because I don't foresee any more tall-dark-handsome guy
sweeping me off my size5 feet anytime soon....
maybe if I buy taller heels
I might stand a better chance
;p
bah


anyways.. its good to feel the load off my back
although it was not my best
I tried my best
let the others settle the rest :p
a tad irresponsible?
perhaps ..


But I have already threw everything into the wind
gotten out my cocktail dress
and my man-eater shoes..
feeling ravenous
all ready to party..


until I realized..
my moolah aint in yet
all plans of manicure, facials, spa, dinners
came crumbling down..
*sobs*
thus this week of "Pamper Caiyun Week" came to naught
next week .. I promise myself
which will also coincide with
my self-proclaimed "pamper dians week too"
because the poor gal looked like she needs a major break too :(


HOWEVER..
noo moolah did not mean no fun
I had loads of fun nightbiking ..
to feel the burn as we ate up the hills of Singapore
*kick-ass shiok*
to discover an eye-candy
*priceless*


Discovered.. a great new chill-out place!!!
The Cheesecake cafe
down at East Coast
what can be better
renaissance meets Mediterranean meets Bali resort deco
scrumptious cheescake in all possible flavor
think: peanut butter cheesecake.. Caramel cheescake...
and great company..
*me of course*
I come with the deal.. Ok ;p
lol


and *claps* to Ben Boh
for a great performance down at Timbre
we had good "cheap" wine
amazingly thin crust pizza
good company and of course
great music
it was really ..
"happy" ;p


although everytime..
everything I'm "happy"
people think I'm drunk
sad sad sad..
perhaps no one sees the real cloudy..
or it could also mean
I am seldom truly comfortable-happy
with many people..


lalalalala
ahh well..
though I seem to have developed a taste for red wine
being a staunch white-wine person.. till like last month
it is disturbing to find that
I long for the deep, rich taste of red
and the buzz that it brings with it
....
I hope I'm not turning into an alcoholic..


whoopee news flash: my pay just came in:
lalalallalala
happiness
thou nothing beats a hug
a real one of course :)



~ you occupy my mind ..~

*stormy*

I never thought ill say this
but i am tired
i am sooo soo tired
my brain is numb
my heart is aching from emptyness
cloudy needs a hug*

poo

To forever 21: wine like water ..

A Saturday morning of effort
with the pisco sour still sloshign in my system
wishing I was rock-climbing instead ;p
the fruits of my labor:
Posters for SMUay THAI..









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Never drank soo much wine in such a short span of time
It was truly a festive week
While the crazy partying of the past week
had turned towards more Chill-Out mellow this week
The enjoyment dervived is just as rich


WELL it does seem like there is a theme every week
doesn't it ;p LOL
Rita's surprise party
was truly a surprise
which is unusual for smux's track record
LOL
but her sister was really great
with hor douves from Marmalade Pantry
chocolate fondue fountain with lots of fresh fruits
and LOTs of wine...


jackie and gang.. with their helium balloons antics
performed an acapella of the birthday song with
helium-pitched voices!!
like a group of ah beng chipmucks ;p
and I have never seen Joel moved sooo fast
to smash the cake into rita's face..
~ its like watching a lazy cat lounging
and "foom" ..the next thing you know
it has a mice in its mouse


the poor girl had cake in her hair, on her shirt, all over her face...
thou I must say that she really smelled good after that
*yumm...
~ the latest scent: Chocolate Cake..
makes every girl irresistible"~


it wasn't till later ..
while chilling in the aftermath..
did her sis point out that she had cake
in her ears!!!
eeew..
if only we had a hot hunk there
to lick it out for her ...
next year.. ok gal.. hehe
;p


The supposedly wine party the next day
had dwindled till it hung on precarious fate
but still the few of us
with a thirst for the nectar of gods
persevered with dogged determination
while I couldn't contribute any wine
zhuang and I probably bought enough cheese to feed
a whole lab of mice (whatever that means)
which probably would have provided some entertainment
for the huge fat resident cat there
its tail, an entity by itself
*meow*


fruit and nut cheese rocks!!
soo does feta and Brie and cambered
just when I though I ate enough cheese to last me
till next year
and maybe a half ..


we ordered a huge cheese platter at Simin's Bdae Dinner!
squeak!
One Rochester (www.onerochester.com)
was relly chi-chi chill
with veryyyy friendly service ;)
We opened like 3 bottles of wine
my fav~
Saint Claire with a berry aftertaste..


Simin ordered 2 cakes from Awfully chocolate
with guess what written on it ?
:: Forever 21 ::
woot!!!
you rock gal !!!
and thank you for the great evening


That will be the first of many
high-crasss evenings to come ok
..its time we upgrade from
SMU kopitiam ...
hehe


And that was how i spent my week
~on a high spirits... ;p
but not before i took some time to have dinners with my mum
its been a long time since we shared a meal alone
considering that all my crazy antics
have probably drove her to paranoial ..
I should balance my play with some family bonding
then she will know me better and
maybe trust my judgment more...


I am not a person who easily opens out
im slow burn


I shall end with a shout out
to all the women in my life
you all rock! ;)
*muacks*

<3<3<3

My "work"

=yippy finally posted the final postcard!
thanks to sabri and jen for your feedback=


What kept me busy over the weekend:
Here is a preview of this season's Muay Thai Marketing Collection
Currently still under "work in progress"
It will make its runway debut on Vivace

::Postercards::











:: Poster ::





Hmm i know there is more to do..
> more posters and emailers
> Banner
> Kilimanjaro Magazine Layout
all due by friday !!!
and of course there is my "real" work


Yesterday left me abit lacking of inspiration
soo many things pending
it felt like i was back in school
things piling up till im gasping for air


Its times like this that you yearn for something more
than a hot chocolate and a soft bed
I need a muse to amuse me
to excite me
to push my creative limits
to open up my mind


I know it sounds alittle dirty
perhaps it is mean to be....
lol


Alright
i shall refrain from sounding anymore
like a sexually fustrated old lady ..
toodels!

6.35pm and still in office

Listening to "Collide" for like the what?... 48th time?
over and over and over and over and over...
again..

my very own spanish rainbow

~the post that never got out~

And to think I was sad to come back from KL soo soon
But I guess fate had other things planned for me..
a whirlwind week of fun, laughter, bimbo-ness, emo singing
and best of all ..
cathing up with friends..


Friends who had been away...
never seen for months
Friends who had never gone away
but still never got round to meeting
Friends whom I have never met
But made along the way


Sentosa with the trekking people
had seemed abit werid at first
but the universal bitching game
is the ultimate ice-breaker
and regardless of having sand up your butt
seawater in your eyes
kicking mervyn many times in the shin
while doing vivcious soccer tackles
nothing beats the amazing crap said
with Huifen and Xingyu holding the table
I <3 the trekking gals
who needs guys ;p


the theme of gal power followed
with some exotic dancing on the butterfactory dance floor
with cora, sabrina and yours truely
cora rocks as the hoochie mama !!
i am tempted ot be her lesbian pimp
woot!
their shared gift for me was a pinstrip black hat
i cant wait to pair it with:
black pants, white shirt, black corset and black killer heels
woooo
a whip would help finish the look
purrrfectly *meow*


More emo singing followed with KTV
im still moved by Melvin..
i swear he gets better everytime
and i seem to be listening to emo songs nowadays
I wonder why
hopefully its just PMS
and not something stupid like ....
like wishful thinking ;p


an email reminded me of something
that brougth much heartache
which I had said before to certain people
of which they shared my view
and which I will say again:
He is blind
and to think i thought so highly of him
I just hope the best for him


some things you can stop
some thing you cant stop
some things you can stop but dnt know where to start


welll as KH said
loves blindfolds you
hmm ....
it must be a pretty F*ing huge blindhold i guess


anywaz.. it was a great supper yest
from bishan to thomson to geylang to yishun and back again
to careen around turns at 100km/hr
controled power.. woohoo!


I love the Oysho tube all the way from Barcalona
thou i was hoping for lacy underwear ..
but that rainbow-hued-sweetness
is cute too.. ;p


And all the food is making me fat :(
to gym to gym this little piggy goes
But first
to MOS it will make a detour first!


come on peopl!
unleashed that inner animal at the MOS cage!!
*oink*!
unfortunately
i think my inner animal is a pig
;(
i will get slaughtered then.....



in what consideration set are you?
we all have our own
so how do we know when is there
an overlap
a subset
or a exclusive set
or are you...an outlyer....

Alone Again... Naturally ...

Being lonely being alone
that's kinda new for me
Funny for someone who enjoys solitude...
but usually in the proximity of the next human being


So when finally got thrown into a foreign situation
in a foreign land
sitting in a foreign bed..
soaking in the quietness that solitude brings...


The lack of the sound of the breathing of another human being
while when present... might seem negligible
But when absent... leaves a huge awning void
in which static sounds flows into


I suddenly feel lonely...


But loneliness is something I have to get use to right?
Not because I want to ..
But because we all have to be alone at some point in our lives
whether we like it or not..


So while walking down dark streets,
While walking along the dark hotel corridors,
While walking into a dark hotel room,
I half expect to be part of some horror movie..
amazingly embarrassing I must say...
to have braved the jungle nights alone
but to fear the dark in a city full of lights
....


However, KL is not without its charms
the night air brings romance to mind
But in my mind was where it stayed
the inviting chi-chi bars
the twinkling nightscape
seen in its full glory from my hotel room
with the KL twin towers raising up magnificently
~glowing efferverscent cosmopolitan


As I sink into my bath tub full of bubbles
with a hot cuppa tea
and my Terry Pratchett
I think I can start enjoying such a solitude
But then..
where are my wine, chocolates and strawberries?
and definitely ..
where is the hot dude to soap my back..


Fresh from the bath ..
with more tea ( yes very British,I know ;p )
watching "Buttons" on MTV
as I snuggled up into the soft white sheets
that engulfed me in its satin coolness
I wonder again..
where are my wine, chocolates and strawberries?
and the hot sex that comes with it...


The setting was perrrfect
But alas the company was lacking somewhat
I guess there's always my mango shopping bags
to hug to sleep at night... ;p
LOL

RIP

Lets have a minute of silence
for the 2 brave cookies..
Mr Double Chocolate Chip
and Miss Outmeal Rasin
for having fougth bravely
in Foriegn Territory
out of their safty haven
~the display case of Subway


to Finally succumb to the
Cookie Monster
at the Caven of Caiyun's Enormous Mouth


It did not last past tea time..


But will be sadly missed ..


snifff snifff
their calories are currently resting
in the park of Caiyun's Butt...


come and pay your final respects
if you can
;p

starving is the badge of my tribe~

I F I K I S S E D Y O U


If I kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Woud angels sing with lollipops
Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If  I kissed you.


If I kissed you
What would Michaelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalized in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If I kissed you


You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But l guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you.


If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the street
with a tattoo of my name on your behind
If I kissed you.
Oh, if I kissed you
Yeah, if I kissed you.


Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo


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lol..
i woud love to kiss you..
to fill u up to the brim
with bubbliness
like champange in a glass


I would love to kiss you
and let the warm spread over you
like that little pat of butter
glazing hotcakes in the morning


I would love to kiss you
with molten chocolate in my mouth
and let you taste the sweetness
that life can bring
all gooey and sticky
in deep passionate french

I love you deep deep.. <3
==== written by jaslyblueclouds =======


and who do i wana kiss??
well that little chocolate cookie that has been sitting on my desk all morning of course
the one that has been seducing me
with little winks from its chocolate chips


driving me crazy with its wonderful perfume
of aromatic buttery decadence
urghsss


all the above has been evidently
written by a deranged mind
driven to hunger
all because the said writter
has been having too many suppers
and all set to perform next week
in a totally unflattering costume
with a little blubbering tummy
and
red is soooo not my colour
hmf
*tosses hair*


*coookieeeee*
okie just a LITTLE nibble


lets all pray for the fate of that innocent cookie
will it survive this lunch break ?
hmmm


and update of its status will be put forward
later in the day ..
please check with your friendly news-stand for further updates

HUgs and Kisses ~ my room smells of flowers

thank you all ...
im truly feeling the lurrvveeee


and thank you for the fabulous "high-tea" session babes..
that you all kindly brought to my house




muacks!




a surprise visit from gege, qiao min and robin
thanks for the flower.. and the magic polen potion..
that is suppose to turn me back into a beauty again ;p




and a really really bright sunflower from dians and zhuang ..
thanksssssss


a promise of your supper delivery keeps me going for one more day ;p

heee


and finally




thankyou for "Tuesday With Morris"...
i will read it and hopefully be inspired to be a better person
however sometimes..
life gets too cynical ..

quote from another book im reading
: On Beauty by Zadie Smith
" Because you never get what you want. Your life is just an orgy of deprivation."


it just somehow juxtaposes the other book im reading
but i still i think its pretty cool
the authors phrases are really interesting..
words are just tools
for us to use
and for some people ..
magic happens


nighty night
i will have aromatic dreams... tonight
*maucks*