Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Word From The Wise :: brought to you by COW

A quote floated over from the other side of the office::


" In this world, there are no ugly girls, only lazy ones"


sounds funnier in chinese --hmmm food for thought-- *chomp chomp*

``Love Affair With Alex```

:: Part 2 ::
Wooo okie wrote this later then expected. Just came back from lunch with Joel :) Brought him to Alex's Eating House... for some sweet juicy chunky cha siew ... hahha yumzzz... we were damn fast lah... joel eats at such a speed that before I could even say "how is your cha siew rice??" he finish eating liao...hehehhe.. i worked steadyly on my shui jiao cha siew mien.. and I considered myself a fast eater liao...guys: they use shovels instead of spoons ;p


We were soo full!! Decided to walk to suntec, bought some fruits there.. now im bursting outa my Mango skirt, feeling increasingly drowsy being back at the comp ;p Hehe I remembered simin's nick today - "tummified and buttified" haa.. yess the bane of the desk-bound. A growing tummy and a spreading butt... yucks... i told her i wished there were chiars with a nice rounded butt mould, such that our butts will mould into a nice shape as we sit at our desks. *dreaming*..


Anywazz.. since we are at that topic---
Tip of the day :: sit with your back straight to keep your stomach muscles tight and clench your butt at intervals to keep the blood flowing and prevent cellulite from forming::
~ it really works, i did that last summer, but too lazy to do it now.. bec now i have a huge comfy chair that i just sink into ;p ~ hello...fat butt :(


After reading Melva's comment and having simin's and celeste's replies... haha I have decided to dwell more on the topic of ZY&CY ( if pearly and rong quan can do that..soo can we..heheh..can you guess? *winks*)

Well, Zhiyuan known to all as robin.. (no more batman jokes ahh.. *stern look*) is a sweetie pie. And for everybody's concern... im not gg to run off with anybody as yet... ;p
For now, there is no one else that is as smart or as good looking in the horizon that loves me soo much. *he is the only one that is blind enuf :p*
A pretty gd investment, because i can forsee us having good looking babies in the future.. hiayozz..i think ill kill myself if i have ugly children ;p (shallow as that might sound)... BUT sadly, i think we will have damn short kids, with thunder thighs :( hope for their sake that they will be good at gymnastics then....


Okie i digressed.. hmm..actually earlier this year, he told me that I shd be more independent, that i shd go out with my friends more often, and not stick to him so much. So I warned him.. that if i do, i will not be able to love him in as much totality, because for me, abscence DOES NOT make the heart grow fonder. ;p Well after some soul searching while treking in Tahan *the mountain air is something wonderful* and a push from "someone" in the right direction... I decided to find back my old life again.
Those who knew me back in JC would say I have mellowed alot since I got attached in Uni. -- so where is the old CY?? Well people change, but i hope the spunk still remains.


ANywaz... yah kinda enjoying my life now.. robin might feel abit left out.. BUT when i complained that our dinner meetings only last for an hr every night.. he said: XX and XX meets every saturday only what... ;p
Like huh.. okie lor.. like that, im fine just meeting you once a week too....


Celeste brought up the fact that he might sense a dejavu, bec when he was chasing me, he asked mi out to movies, dinner and all.. and he sense a pattern coming. Actually, I have thought for a very long time before I got together with him. Because technically there was a grey peroid where i 2-timed my ex to be with robin. I was afraid that this relationship would start with distrust because how can you trust a gf that 2 timed her ex to be with u ?? I dint want things to get ugly next time.. and accusations start to fly.. ;p


*In deep thought now*
Final words::
I have always been the type that guys see as a platonic friend.. a listening ear and some company...never as a potential gf... i guess i do not have the X factor.
Perhapes that is why I still have much faith in guys, bec many have remained as just good friends.... Other then 1 or 2 stray black sheeps that polute the herd... *Dan u bastard..i never loved u...*


*muacks to all my sistas out there*

Panda Eyes * How to get that right shade of purplish grey*

Had problems loading my blog yest ;p lousy connection .. so here it goes again..in a special 2 part series.. sponsored to u by COW..*winkz*


Part 1 ::11pm, 30.05.05::
3 nights with only 11 hrs of sleep in total ..
Groanz* Finally the report is approved and sent to the rest of the staff. Now 3 more to go ( I can hardly wait :p) ..The nightmare has just begun... Will have to present it to the rest of the company on friday, for once I dnt look forward to the end of the week ;p

Had to dragged myself up early in the morning to office to finish the report, blah.. reminds me of my sec sch days where I went to sch damn early (not without my morning shot of Pokha Kopi) to copy homework. I deserves an A+ for such deligence haha.. some poeple dnt even bother to hand up the work ;p


Hmm if I continue like this.. I will soon master the art of living without sleep. All hail the High Priestess of the Night.. we worship coffee and chocolates, and practice the dark magic of the all powerful concealer and Goth makeup.
if only the mornings werent so terrible..hahh.. kept falling asleep in front of the comp and jerking awake even though i was rushing my report. Who ever knew those little rectangles in the excel sheet can be soo hyphotizing.... *crossed eyes*....*numbers all blur into 1...*sways head from side to side*


Was feeling soo crappy that i comtemplated eating alone during lunch and maybe catch some ZZzzz when everybody was out... but joel asked me to go Raffles with him ....and my need for sunshine won... Vit D is soo underated .. it really does make u feel better ;)
Had cheap fd with the abn ppl, why cant suntec have cheaper food sighzzz.. sadly simin wasnt there..(she had her own little adventure with a French guy.. soo exciting)
My body still aching from Muay Thai... how on earth did i manage to strain my inner thigh...duh


*Okies*..the Zzzzzz are beckoning me .. shall leave it here for now.. will call Alvin to cheer him up first .. he is gloomy gloomy....flying off tonight ..*waves goodbye and take care* ....

Part 2 :: stay tune at 11am 31.05.05 ::

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Taiwan Tai Yang Bing

~~Alvin's gg to Taiwan tml.. 3 weeks is a lonnnng time :( ... i will miss my daily dose of sms with him...~~

--his daily reporting brings grateful distraction from mundane office work--

--hope for a safe return and a box of tai yang bing ;)--

Hungry and Hungover

~Ohhhh... My head ~


-4 hr of sleep again... went to Muay Thai feeling really groggy ;p I think the instructor must think im damn blur.. fact is im always seh when I go for his classes..hahah... lost all sense of left and right... they box from left.. i block with my right.. ;p Nobody dared to kick or box me hard.. its really awkward when you are the only girl in the class...


-Back to yest... had a great Saturday !! Supposed to go to the shoebox sale early in the morning.. it was sooo crowded .. i couldn't even see the shoes :( i hate shopping during sales.. Apparently everybody got the same email.. the power of the web and kiasu women. Luckily there was another sale beside it and bought 3 abercombie tops !!... all in varying shades of pink.... how bimbotic ;p *im a Paris Hilton wanabe*


-Met Celeste and her friend and gnet.. finally !!! went to Kenny Rogers *dejavu..Wasn't i here before.. err like yesterday..* for lunch after walking ard for a long time before deciding where to eat.. really i must say.. a bunch of girls cannot come to a quick decision on where to eat even if their lives depend on it.. ;p *i am guilty as charge*
-Went to Shi Mah Lu temple after that because Cel had a spooky experience in the morning.. hehe i tot its quite cute.. 3 modern gals doing such a traditional aunty thing .. but i was barred fr gg into the temple bec of my barely there shorts ;p how embaressing ...


-Headed for Chinatown .. had a chee koh pek leering at us while waiting for the bus.. i gave him my fiercest stare.. but dnt deter him much.. decided it was a waste of my effort and ignored him instead .. *MEN..rolls eyes..disgusted look*
-Had the most heavenly sesame paste ...swoon.. i love chinese deserts!!... and went shopping ard for cheap bargains and ogle at delicious looking tradition chinese pastries....omg.. lucky i dint have $$ with me or ill buy up the whole shop..
-last min Jeff ask mi to watch a movie.. free tics he said ..soo i said okie.. Madagasca turned out to be a really funny movie :P hehe.. i love the kung fu slocking psychotic penguins ...


- really sad that simin cldnt go to cb :( and the music turned out to be really sucky.. r&b was played only after 2 .. sighz... by then melva was abit seh.. not really gian to dance liao ... decided to drink more since i have a ride back... rarely is there guys available to buy drinks... ;p
- thats the story of how i came about being hungover, constantly hungry and doing bloody starjumps in the middle of the afternoon ;p
~ with robin angry that i dint msg him when i was at cb and when i came home ~
hiaazzz... i dnt even report constantly to my parents why shd i report to him ..blahhhh....
AND yesterday he was angry with me not telling him immediately when jeff ask mi out for a movie... urgh... he is paranoid.. i am sure i was like the last option to ask out...
i am not chio or hot at all.. why does he think the worse of all guys... i honestly have alot of faith in the integrity of guys in general... is that wrong .... :( ~

Friday, May 27, 2005

Xiao Long Baos !!! seriously addicted >>

haizz fustrating day today
started downhill when instead of presenting to my big boss.. all he did was tell me what to change and why... i dint even get a chance to speak...or stare accusingly at my "direct boss"
Then wif a deadline looming a few hrs away.. i went to lunch wif jeff anywaz...

But it was nice of him to treat him to Kenny Rogers.. ;) Sometimes he seems like a gentlemen.. carrying things for you and all...
but today . he is more quite and sullen then usual.. wonder whats wrong... either that or we have exhusted all topics of converstation liao
..maybe im just boring... ... ;p

Things got seriously downhill after 3.. just as i was abt to hand up my final report.. the idiot of a boss ..started questioning my formulas for my financial analysis.. and soon it all cascaded to a overhull of the whole financial analysis .. grrr
he kept going like " why is this no. this..??? it is not possible ..."
i was at a lost beacuse it was all done sooo long ago..and he agreed to it alll!!!!

Arugh... had to keep myslef from strangling him and shouting " u said it was okie!! you gave me the bloody data sheet!!! why the fuck dint you check when i sent you the soft copy" ...
at one point i was soo overwhealmed with fustrations... he jus kept gg on abt calcualtions i could barely keep up... i felt myslef tearing .. ;p goss lucky i dnt cry... it would seem soo sissy...soo weak .. maybe its just PMS rearing its ugly head...

Feeling fucked up by 6pm.. decided to leave and bring all the work home to worry or burn later ..
Drowned my sorrows in Xiao Long Baos ;p... ohhhh they are soo good.. soo homely .. feel soo loved just eating them ....

Continued shopping with my lovely sugar sistas and ahhh!!! in a moment of weakness bought a jacket i just couldnt live without ;p there are alot of clothes i cant live without ;p sighz.. i want a sugar daddy and be a young tai tai :(
haiz.. i must must must cut dwn on my spending.. or i will never go HK ... :(
sobz...

CB tml !!! cant wait.. .. hope no more devil weirdos.. ;p

Thursday, May 26, 2005

bored cow ..moooo....

Yet another boring day. I wonder if working life is really so mundane. I cant imagine myself doing 8.30-6/7/8/???, gg out for lunch with my collegues, slping when i get home...
HOw no-life ... ;p

Lunch was a simple affair wif joel... whose work seem more sai kangish--but more things to occupy him ;p... i wish i was doing sai kang sumtimes... some ppl (like robin) would say that its stupid, but actually i like to do work, i like to keep busy, i dnt mind if i dnt gain anything fr it...
Haa.. i guess ppl like me will never be successful.. perhaps...

Hmf..That Jeff ahh ...always fly areoplane.. say wana meet me for meal..then when i msg him ..say he cant make it bec his collegue is treating.. never even telling me before hand... ;p
Then if i gong gong wait for him.. then ill have no one to eat wif me liao.....

Sighzz..no work and no play make jas a very grumpy girl... ;p
cant wait for sat..china black!! ....r&b .. yeah.....now everytime i hear music i feel like dancing...
haaa.. its quite addicive..and expensive.. ;p if only theres a rich sugar daady ripe for the plucking out there ....

Monday, May 23, 2005

nights out are keeping me sane

yawnz* slept for 4 hours. My eye bags are getting deeper, soon they will be larger than my eyes. But I cant seem to stop myself fr gg clubbing. Its like a moth to a flame, the mysterious warm glow of a loud music, strong drinks and a promise of a good workout *on the dance floor that is* is too much for mi to keep away.
Work is just so mundane, so utterly boring and confiding, so full of females *with no cute guys in sights*;p I need to be in the presence of high levels of testosterone to balance my karma.
Sighz~ a report to do by today with no inspiration.... i need the drive to produce solid work .. somehow the hunger to do well in sch does not trascend into my reports for work. *help!!!*