RIP

Lets have a minute of silence
for the 2 brave cookies..
Mr Double Chocolate Chip
and Miss Outmeal Rasin
for having fougth bravely
in Foriegn Territory
out of their safty haven
~the display case of Subway


to Finally succumb to the
Cookie Monster
at the Caven of Caiyun's Enormous Mouth


It did not last past tea time..


But will be sadly missed ..


snifff snifff
their calories are currently resting
in the park of Caiyun's Butt...


come and pay your final respects
if you can
;p

starving is the badge of my tribe~

I F I K I S S E D Y O U


If I kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Woud angels sing with lollipops
Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If  I kissed you.


If I kissed you
What would Michaelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalized in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If I kissed you


You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But l guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms and kiss you.


If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the street
with a tattoo of my name on your behind
If I kissed you.
Oh, if I kissed you
Yeah, if I kissed you.


Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo


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lol..
i woud love to kiss you..
to fill u up to the brim
with bubbliness
like champange in a glass


I would love to kiss you
and let the warm spread over you
like that little pat of butter
glazing hotcakes in the morning


I would love to kiss you
with molten chocolate in my mouth
and let you taste the sweetness
that life can bring
all gooey and sticky
in deep passionate french

I love you deep deep.. <3
==== written by jaslyblueclouds =======


and who do i wana kiss??
well that little chocolate cookie that has been sitting on my desk all morning of course
the one that has been seducing me
with little winks from its chocolate chips


driving me crazy with its wonderful perfume
of aromatic buttery decadence
urghsss


all the above has been evidently
written by a deranged mind
driven to hunger
all because the said writter
has been having too many suppers
and all set to perform next week
in a totally unflattering costume
with a little blubbering tummy
and
red is soooo not my colour
hmf
*tosses hair*


*coookieeeee*
okie just a LITTLE nibble


lets all pray for the fate of that innocent cookie
will it survive this lunch break ?
hmmm


and update of its status will be put forward
later in the day ..
please check with your friendly news-stand for further updates

HUgs and Kisses ~ my room smells of flowers

thank you all ...
im truly feeling the lurrvveeee


and thank you for the fabulous "high-tea" session babes..
that you all kindly brought to my house




muacks!




a surprise visit from gege, qiao min and robin
thanks for the flower.. and the magic polen potion..
that is suppose to turn me back into a beauty again ;p




and a really really bright sunflower from dians and zhuang ..
thanksssssss


a promise of your supper delivery keeps me going for one more day ;p

heee


and finally




thankyou for "Tuesday With Morris"...
i will read it and hopefully be inspired to be a better person
however sometimes..
life gets too cynical ..

quote from another book im reading
: On Beauty by Zadie Smith
" Because you never get what you want. Your life is just an orgy of deprivation."


it just somehow juxtaposes the other book im reading
but i still i think its pretty cool
the authors phrases are really interesting..
words are just tools
for us to use
and for some people ..
magic happens


nighty night
i will have aromatic dreams... tonight
*maucks*

The return of the daughter of Frankenstein

One dark stormy late afternoon....*Thunder booms*
the said victim came back .. feeling very tired after dance camp...
feeling constipated .. she decided to go to the loo before she konks out


But before any bowels got moved
She started to doze off .. dreaming lurid dreams
and then boom *dramatic scary muic*
she blacks out and falls head first onto the toilet door.
and *bam!!*
the impact knocks her out again...
*music fades away..*


when she regained conciousness..
blood was dripping all over her face and onto the floor
her dad was banding louding on the door..
she couldnt reply..
she couldnt call for help..
and slips back into blackness


when she woke up..
she was in an ambulance..
with a medic bending over her..
disorientated.. she closed her eyes and finally got a rest
the rest she had been wanting
for soo long


*after hours in the operating theater under the knife of a plastic surgeon..*
with 30 stiches ... and alot of injections
she emerges ... all patched up....
a modern day Frankenstieness...
a MONSTER....


Quick hide your children... !





Well seriously ..
thou this is a true life account...
i guess .. it dint come with a dramatic sound track ..
but i swear
everything was word for word.. ;p


during this whole amazingly absurb experience
half of my embarrassed self was kicking myself
for being soo stupid
the other vain half was kicking myself
for fear of being Ms Scar Face forever ;p
and i keep wondering if i was still dreaming
cliche as it sounded
i willed myself awake
but alas...


i was awake throughout the operation
and it gave me lots of time to think
while the doctor had asked me to sleep
somehow having needles going through your face
and strings tugging at your eyelids...
sleep just doesnt come that easily


it dawned upon me that
all this shit must be karma
maybe i have not been as good as i should be
maybe i can be a better person
and maybe ill be ugly forever


soo i started praying
to no god in particular
to any higher being that cared to listen
that i will survive this ordeal
un-disfigured
and i shall aim to be a better person..


i have seen the panic
that i had sent my parents into
and i vowed to show more appreciation to them
and to let them worry less
althou my mum is now soo paraniod
afraid that ill trip and fall over everything
that its driving me crazy


i vowed to be better to my friends
they have shown me much concern
kisses to dians and simin..
yesh.. im beautiful ..
no matter what happens..
*rolls eyes* lol


and i vowed to relive myself of all emotional baggages(mainly men..)
and focus on finding my direction in life
and making my career work...
it should no longer about me being happy
it should be about others being happy too


cai yun has worked too hard
and yun cai(caiyun's evil twin)
has played too hard
soo now..
being forced to slow down and
smell the proverbial roses yet again
i shall make the best of it


*kisses to my sis ..who gave me this wen i came back from the hospital*


and soonn
i promise soon
i will post the rest of my kili pics and journal
once.... my arch nemisis gives me my photos ;p
yeshh..
u
and only u
can call mi Hilary Potter ;p


To the rest..
im Frankenstina ;p
bwahahaha
okie.. sorri
i had a moment
must be the moon..

Kilimanjaro Dairy:

While its been a week since im back..
and Africa is begining to seem like a dream
a different lifetime away


i hope by putting all my thoughts down online
would make them more real
and maybe this dream will linger longer
in the vestiges of time
and in my mind

soo here it all is
transplanted from my trusty little pink notebook
that followed me all these way
word for word..


Day 1:
~Fly Emirates
Tetris challenge with Nyan
Pillow fights with Heng
Curled up, stiff neck and lurid dreams
constant hunger pangs
satiated by good airplane food ..
yums


~We had departed at 12 am
Hungs from mummy, daddy & sissy
Ai xing red bean buns from daddy
i am reminded of how much my family loves me ;p


~2am Boarding
*first sign of excitment*
tempered by the forlorness of the boys
they seem so lost outa their element
*Supper*! First sign that we will be well-fed
Roast beef and cheesy sandwich
yummy egg cake with whipped cream
Burp!


~7am: Fitfull sleep with a good breakfast
Asparagus ommlette with hashbrowns
hot buttery croisaunts
with loads of jam and cream cheese
and a muffin
(which was gobbled up by a muffin monster the first thing we touched down ;p)


~9am Dubai Airport
initial promising DFS shopping turned out to be naught
Diary Queen's breakfast: rich but good
(yesh ..it was second breakfast..
as according to the hobbits ;p)
Never seen soo many people sleeping in an airport
it is desolatness in opulence


~Narobi Airport
Up to Kilimanjaro~ Volcanoe & Highest peak in Africa
Finally here ! puke!
After a long and tedious flight/transit/stoning
Never have i taken such a tumulous journey
i suspect the piolet thinks he is flying a fighter jet ;p
Baikun lost his luggage ;(
But it seems he is still good to go ..
hmm...
Hope he is not just putting on a brave front
(KH will kill mi if anything happens to him) lol...


The airport reminds me of Cambodia's
2 storey/ small shops/ dim lighting
But the weather was a surprise
All images of a hot sultry Africa
flew outa window ..
When a gust of cold , crisp wind blew past me..
sending shivers down my spine
i see rolling grassland,
i see the unfamiliar skin colour
and still it doesnt hit me that im in Africa
its all so surreal
and off we go....


Paul's letter bought a smile. a sigh and
perhaps a sense of loss
that im not having the opportunity to share this
experience with him
Despite dismisals of him being EMO
EMO also means heart
and Paul has made sure he is in all our hearts
as we embarked on this adventure .....


~5.16 pm: on the way to Impala Hotel
Following the sun through polarised panes
seeing the clear blue sky
so near, they seem touchable
teh long straight road
teh flat grassland
spreading out to infinity
i cant help but smile of pure happiness
i am finally out to see the world!


How to describe the clarity of what i see before me
spemthing i have tried but fail to capture
even in the camera
how to put to words the bluest of blue
with clouds in its 3D magnificence
you can sense that you are a little closer to heaven


i dnt need a compass to tell me where i am
i am here
and thats all that matters
ahhh a revelation!


Heng says: " wah the amount of space here"
well thats it isint it
unobstructed view as far as teh eye can see
this is space
this is freedom


~*Notes from Heng:
"I wish this never ends
pure bliss..
contentment just sitting here
looking out at the vastness
i feel small
humbled back to ground


~*Notes from TT:
The grass may not be greener
but the sky is definatly bluer!
I miss New Zealand ;)


*Co-authors of my lovly hot pink notebook diary


thats all for a very very long Day 1...