HOW TRUE.. hmm but does that mean Melvin is like tat too ?? since he has the same birth date ;p lol

Your Birthdate: May 4

Being born on the 4th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer. You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize. Sincere and honest, you are a serious and hard working individual. Your feelings are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times. The number 4 has something of an inhibiting effect on your ability to show and express affections, as feeling are very closely regulated and controlled. You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details. There is a good deal of rigidity and stubbornness associated with the number 4.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Hmmm..

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

~ Amused ~

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Beer Belly Upz

Been a busy busy week
almost maddening ...
soo many ppl to meet ..
soo many companies to beg
soo many activities to join


but i keep procrastinating
i just dnt feel like connecting with other people..
its tiring... because you need to make the effort to communicate
and i could just feel myself shrinking into a shell
i just wana hide somewhere and study


be like a turtle..


to maintain a certain sembience of sanity ..
i did a "alvin"..
i just played the same song over and over again on my laptop
thankfully i had better earphones..
and dint drive anybody to jump of the lib block by making them hear the same song for the 50th time ;p
~kelly (of superidol fame) :: Bei Ai De Nu Ren ::
I dunoe why .. but that song just struck a cord in mi .. such anguish ..
it feels great to sing the anguish outa ur heart... makes it feel less burdened


But i digressed>>
Losta of things happened for the past week.
Looks like some subconcious part of me is on a devious plan to drive myself crazy ..


~Me and sab went on the tryouts on tuesday and got into the latin dance performance group..
how exciting..
although i had went in with the feeling of ... "its okei if i dnt get in.. im quiet sucky anywazz"
but once you have performed...
the nerves get to you ..
you just dunwana fail..
when you have put ur heart doing something well .. you just cant walk away with a defeat


And i have found for myself another NY alumni ..
my dance partner..
who was a good dancer and smelled very nice..hmm
women are ruled by their heart..
im ruled by my nose .. ;p


Surprise, surprise ~some guys atcually went to learn salsa during their NS..
*gosh*
jaw drops..
maybe im not knowing the right type of guys..
lol


And because of the salsa trials.. we missed some of ben's performance at Canava ...in Chijmes..
we proceeded to rest our feet and enjoyed some beer..
sch a nice atmosphere.. and yes althou the Hoobastank song :The Reason: was overplayed..
Ben wasnt keen on playing it..but he still sang it on request anywaz..
oh come on... its such a crowd fav..
one of those songs you can sing your heart out to regardless you are drunk or not ..;p
its nice too see smu ppl gathered in some place other then in class.. in kopitiam or in the toilet (which is where i end up meeting alot of friends incidentally~by that i mean my female friends ;p)


BEER ..its such a amazing useful thing..
makes you high..
warms you up
a conversation starter..
And best of all..
numbs you to terrible singing ..
which was why ..i bought more beer for myself when the second band after JetlaxXx came on.


Please// if you fancy yourself a rocker.. play rock tunes..
you cant think that bec pop has more mass appeal.. then you try and do some pop/rock mumbo jumbo
unless you happen to be ..ermmm ...Alien Ant Farm or someting..
~you cant have your cake and eat it !!
who.. you tell mi WHO plays a rock version of spice girls' 2 become 1 !!!
urgh !!
*in my beer haze*..i can imagine the rolling stones .. all having instantaneous heart attacks together..if they were there that night.. an amazing finale that would be ... *very drama* ..


ANYWAZ.. okie.. forget what i said.. im sure they have their share of fans.. ermmm i think i noe one of them *rolls eyes*
haha both bands are playing again this tuesday i think...Jetlaxa .. i stress will be playing at 10pm .. this time... soo no point going earlier yah ;p


~Hmm more abt Chijmes..
went there again on friday night..
haha i think me and sab are gg to set a tradition of having it as a drinking night ;p


~But friday nigth got off to a bad start when i fluffed my stretching exercise during Muay Thai
everytime i do 1 exercise wrong.. 10 squats for everyone..
damn ..i dnt noe we did how many .. my thighs still ache now ;p
i think i became very very black face..( i wonder how i look when im angry.. must be very ugly ..yucks)
johnny and sam were like... *are you okie.. its alright you noe.. we all dio it too*
but ..nah i wasnt angry with the instructor ... i was angry with myself !
i cant believe i did the stupid routine soo many times and yet i cant remember it ..
soo daff .. and everyone had to do the squats with me.. feel soo bad. :(


~but johnny was very nice in helping me with my techniques later.. he is truely very patient..
esp with someone who has no psychomotor skills and a short attention span.. like me..
maybe i can ask for some private lessons * ;p * lol


i tot i would be having dinner alone.. on a friday night !
when evryone had to leave after muay thai
but amazingly.. sab was gg to have beer with the er jun, ben and shuan in sch
hahaha
soo i trughed back to sch ..abit duh ..but .. who can resist some Stella Artois !!
we had a small drinking session at a gsr..and i was giving an impromtu massage service..
the whole set up seem sleazy man.. lol .... but its not...
i just wonder what would the Dean think if he happened to walk by ..


after the dive meeting started.. me and sab proceeded to cafe cartel to make a pig of ourselves..
too bad nobody else was ard to help us finish the food..*burps*
Oh man good food and beer... deja vu ...ehh sab..
we chatted until the dive meeting ended and met the dive com ppl at chijmes and proceeded to have more wine at Esmiralda..
now that is a totally diff drinking enviornment ;p haha
rustic wooden tables.. wine..garlic bread.. music playing in the background..
ahhh... provience spain perhapes ??


~soo there we were..stuffed... a little tipsy..
but when someone mentioned KTV... there were still enough survivals to band together to head dwn to orchard party world..
~singing till the wee hours of the morning..where i found that
* Dom.. is a regular KTV king ..wooo *claps* .. he does not need a tight underwear to hit those notes !!
* Jasmin, Jessen and me (Jaslyn) .cannot read chinese for nuts.. ahh is there a corelation there
* i am the only one that must sing with the singer's voice on..(all self respecting KTV-ers are out there shaking their heads..)
* sab has a cute voice when she is singing .. abit like my sis.. hehhe
* i still need more work on my "bei ai de nu ren" >> more tight underwear reinforcements
*ozzy is looking more and more like ben .. hmm... *raised eyebrows*


okei i shall not go on.. or ill kena whack..


ahh well. and soo the amazingly packed week ended with a weekend of mugging
kopitaim for meals both on sat and sun ..
how sad can that be *sniff*
but the weeks seem to be flying by..
its gg ot be week 5 and i still feel like i have just began.. hiaz.. damn wait for me..!!!!


:: ohh today is mid-autum fest::
mooncakes galore !!! yumzz chomp !!
~bishan park will be very prettily lit tonight
.. and i get the best veiw ...

cherry flavored dreamz

*groans*
body ache
all over
ohhh the pain !!! the agony !!


but all seems to be for naught..
cause i ate back what i burned at muay thai
all the suffering gone to waste
damn...


although good food, good company, good ambience was a nice way to spend friday night
guo teh dinner and beer with shisha after that...
unexpected company .. but delightful nonetheless


there we were ..trying to act like arabic shieks ..
i took a HUGE breath of cherry flavored smoke in
held it and breath it out..
but there was no smoke !! wtf did it go ...
i left with a tummy bloated full of cheery flavored smoke..
and noo... i did not fart out cherry scented farts.. *ewww*

lousy lah ..

i guess..im not up to being a oil-rich shiek
but .. a full beard and white robe is just soo not me either...
although finding one as a sugar daddy would be not soo bad a idea..


but baikun was amazing ...
he can make the smoke come outa his mouth, his nose, his ears ..
in torrents ..
sab says he looks like a dragon and we captured it on video..
ohh my.. hmm what were we thinking ..
lol



hmmm
but its such a feel-good expereince ..
beer and conversation late into the wee hours ..
too bad we dnt do this more often...
people just dnt seem to be connecting with other people anymore
a meal is a meal ..
we are all soo wrapped up in our own lives

but who can be blamed..
im sure the smu proffs are gg to be solely responsible for the death of a young rain forest with this term's readings alone.
quick somebody call Greenpeace !!!


Oohh talking about sch stress..
i dozed off today while waiting for a call
and... dreamt of Glenn Wharthon ... ~~~~
:: saw him at a school fuction .. racked my brain to say sumting to him ..since he is my spanish proff ... blurted a good morning.. when *horrors* its actually evening ... * he corrected mi .. i shuttered... and *ring*
a phone call woke mi up ...
damn..


i think it can be classified a nightmare..
like one of those we have before the day of our exams .. when we dream of failing our paper or our textbooks attacking us (im serious .. my friend had that dream before our physics paper)
never knew spanish causes such anexity to my subconcious ...
lol..
either that or i habour a crush on glenn .. soo secret that i dnt even noe abt it ..
*ewwww* ..
Noo......... never


there was another dream... but... its was too freakily weird ...even to write it dwn ..
*gossbumps*

Anwazz.. back to work ..
~lalalala
i wana dance~ i wana dance ~ i wana dance !!!
hiaz

Masks

a qoute that floated across the room from the TV caught my attention ::


" men find it hard to take down their masks .. while women put on too many masks "


my chinese translation skill is not too hot.. but im sure i got the gist ..
i went... omg
thats it ..isint it
such clarity of thought..
and all these while here we are trying to figure if men came from mars and women came from venus...


since we all come from this so-call planet earth ..soo how different can we be ??
i mean we go through life together, experience the same things, eat the same food...
but men and women realtionships seem to exist outside the boundaries of common sense..
it not just about biology....or hormones or ... time spent in the bathroom..


basically we can and we should be able to communicate with each other
but we just do not want to
we choose not to ..
we hide behind excuses of differences..
masks ..
for reasons only we know..


I have many ..
too many .. that everytime i take one off i find another one..
soo where is the real me..
maybe there is never one..
maybe they are all me ....

one big headache

no mood to party

possessiveness, paranioa and jealousy...

driving me up the wall

ridiculous accusations

as if anybody else will want mi..

hiaz