Been a busy busy week
almost maddening ...
soo many ppl to meet ..
soo many companies to beg
soo many activities to join
but i keep procrastinating
i just dnt feel like connecting with other people..
its tiring... because you need to make the effort to communicate
and i could just feel myself shrinking into a shell
i just wana hide somewhere and study
be like a turtle..
to maintain a certain sembience of sanity ..
i did a "alvin"..
i just played the same song over and over again on my laptop
thankfully i had better earphones..
and dint drive anybody to jump of the lib block by making them hear the same song for the 50th time ;p
~kelly (of superidol fame) :: Bei Ai De Nu Ren ::
I dunoe why .. but that song just struck a cord in mi .. such anguish ..
it feels great to sing the anguish outa ur heart... makes it feel less burdened
But i digressed>>
Losta of things happened for the past week.
Looks like some subconcious part of me is on a devious plan to drive myself crazy ..
~Me and sab went on the tryouts on tuesday and got into the latin dance performance group..
how exciting..
although i had went in with the feeling of ... "its okei if i dnt get in.. im quiet sucky anywazz"
but once you have performed...
the nerves get to you ..
you just dunwana fail..
when you have put ur heart doing something well .. you just cant walk away with a defeat
And i have found for myself another NY alumni ..
my dance partner..
who was a good dancer and smelled very nice..hmm
women are ruled by their heart..
im ruled by my nose .. ;p
Surprise, surprise ~some guys atcually went to learn salsa during their NS..
*gosh*
jaw drops..
maybe im not knowing the right type of guys..
lol
And because of the salsa trials.. we missed some of ben's performance at Canava ...in Chijmes..
we proceeded to rest our feet and enjoyed some beer..
sch a nice atmosphere.. and yes althou the Hoobastank song :The Reason: was overplayed..
Ben wasnt keen on playing it..but he still sang it on request anywaz..
oh come on... its such a crowd fav..
one of those songs you can sing your heart out to regardless you are drunk or not ..;p
its nice too see smu ppl gathered in some place other then in class.. in kopitiam or in the toilet (which is where i end up meeting alot of friends incidentally~by that i mean my female friends ;p)
BEER ..its such a amazing useful thing..
makes you high..
warms you up
a conversation starter..
And best of all..
numbs you to terrible singing ..
which was why ..i bought more beer for myself when the second band after JetlaxXx came on.
Please// if you fancy yourself a rocker.. play rock tunes..
you cant think that bec pop has more mass appeal.. then you try and do some pop/rock mumbo jumbo
unless you happen to be ..ermmm ...Alien Ant Farm or someting..
~you cant have your cake and eat it !!
who.. you tell mi WHO plays a rock version of spice girls' 2 become 1 !!!
urgh !!
*in my beer haze*..i can imagine the rolling stones .. all having instantaneous heart attacks together..if they were there that night.. an amazing finale that would be ... *very drama* ..
ANYWAZ.. okie.. forget what i said.. im sure they have their share of fans.. ermmm i think i noe one of them *rolls eyes*
haha both bands are playing again this tuesday i think...Jetlaxa .. i stress will be playing at 10pm .. this time... soo no point going earlier yah ;p
~Hmm more abt Chijmes..
went there again on friday night..
haha i think me and sab are gg to set a tradition of having it as a drinking night ;p
~But friday nigth got off to a bad start when i fluffed my stretching exercise during Muay Thai
everytime i do 1 exercise wrong.. 10 squats for everyone..
damn ..i dnt noe we did how many .. my thighs still ache now ;p
i think i became very very black face..( i wonder how i look when im angry.. must be very ugly ..yucks)
johnny and sam were like... *are you okie.. its alright you noe.. we all dio it too*
but ..nah i wasnt angry with the instructor ... i was angry with myself !
i cant believe i did the stupid routine soo many times and yet i cant remember it ..
soo daff .. and everyone had to do the squats with me.. feel soo bad. :(
~but johnny was very nice in helping me with my techniques later.. he is truely very patient..
esp with someone who has no psychomotor skills and a short attention span.. like me..
maybe i can ask for some private lessons * ;p * lol
i tot i would be having dinner alone.. on a friday night !
when evryone had to leave after muay thai
but amazingly.. sab was gg to have beer with the er jun, ben and shuan in sch
hahaha
soo i trughed back to sch ..abit duh ..but .. who can resist some Stella Artois !!
we had a small drinking session at a gsr..and i was giving an impromtu massage service..
the whole set up seem sleazy man.. lol .... but its not...
i just wonder what would the Dean think if he happened to walk by ..
after the dive meeting started.. me and sab proceeded to cafe cartel to make a pig of ourselves..
too bad nobody else was ard to help us finish the food..*burps*
Oh man good food and beer... deja vu ...ehh sab..
we chatted until the dive meeting ended and met the dive com ppl at chijmes and proceeded to have more wine at Esmiralda..
now that is a totally diff drinking enviornment ;p haha
rustic wooden tables.. wine..garlic bread.. music playing in the background..
ahhh... provience spain perhapes ??
~soo there we were..stuffed... a little tipsy..
but when someone mentioned KTV... there were still enough survivals to band together to head dwn to orchard party world..
~singing till the wee hours of the morning..where i found that
* Dom.. is a regular KTV king ..wooo *claps* .. he does not need a tight underwear to hit those notes !!
* Jasmin, Jessen and me (Jaslyn) .cannot read chinese for nuts.. ahh is there a corelation there
* i am the only one that must sing with the singer's voice on..(all self respecting KTV-ers are out there shaking their heads..)
* sab has a cute voice when she is singing .. abit like my sis.. hehhe
* i still need more work on my "bei ai de nu ren" >> more tight underwear reinforcements
*ozzy is looking more and more like ben .. hmm... *raised eyebrows*
okei i shall not go on.. or ill kena whack..
ahh well. and soo the amazingly packed week ended with a weekend of mugging
kopitaim for meals both on sat and sun ..
how sad can that be *sniff*
but the weeks seem to be flying by..
its gg ot be week 5 and i still feel like i have just began.. hiaz.. damn wait for me..!!!!
:: ohh today is mid-autum fest::
mooncakes galore !!! yumzz chomp !!
~bishan park will be very prettily lit tonight
.. and i get the best veiw ...
Friday, September 16, 2005
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