I can singggg a rainbowwww ..sing a rainbow........too

:: a sight for sore eyes::
woke u up late again today !! 2nd time this week and its only wednesday... ;p
hahah.. took a cab dwn to work..
$10++ flew from this poor intern's pocket ;p


The only consolation~
i saw the most beautiful, magnificent, huge rainbow ever in my life...
In full technicolour.. a wide arch gracing the sky..
Visible all the way from Bishan to Beach Rd...
Amazing...
A Rianbow at its most complete...
I could see all 7 (okie maybe 6.... err 5..??) colours clearly...
Makes me wana break into a song..with birds flying around me~ A La Disney
And soon everybody along the street will start singing with me and I will dance with the taxi uncle until i reach my office..
*ewww.... scratch that thought.. too Bollywood liao*


Anywaz.. i felt wonderous in the presence of the beauty of nature.. its magnitude makes my day .. my life seem insignificant... just another day that will fade in history..
Soo I shouldnt be too stress abt work.. about coming late to work and about presenting to my boss later..


Haha F* it i say to myself...*tossing my notes aside*
I shall keep a grin on my face today as prance around the office pretending Im F*ing Snow White (or more politically correct err Mu Lan ??)
.................lalalalalala lalalalala......................

Some bird's nest soup for my soul

*burrrrpppp*
oniony breath now... and bursting outa my new hot pink mango pants..how unlady-like;p
hmm my appetite is pretty unlady-like too...
melvin jioed us to eat at Carl's Jr today.. reminising of his experience in US..
wow ..the portions are really US size.. burgers are like almost the size of my face!! ..overflowing with lovely fillings :)
i had a beef paty, with bacon, with cheese with veg with guacamole burger..
hmmmm a sin every bite.. i love guacamole.. always heard about it in movies and books..
it really has a nice rich, savory taste :)


i scoffed the whole burger with onion rings and coke.. oh mann i felt like the guy in Super Size Me.. robin almost gave up halfway thru his burger..hehe... i think i am such a pig.. normal girls wouldnt have finished the meal ..;p


soo here i am ..stuffed.. and feeling really guilty .. vowing to run like hell later as a punishment.. (i wish there was someone with a whip running behind me all the way..preferbly someone ugly soo i got motivation to run like hell...)
;p feeling quite bad too that i havent written on the blog for a while.. mel was jus asking abt it the other day..haha..


the past few days had its ups and dwns ..like a rollercoaster ride ;(
except not as fun ..


::last sat clubbing was quite fun.. finally met a guy on the dance floor that knows how to move his body ..in the hip hop sense...
~ no mindless jerking of various body parts like some other guys.. ;p
Hope i will see him again.. declined to give him my no.. he is not that.... cute ;p
But mel mel mel.. NO MORE DRINKING for u ahh.. ;p haha everytime you drink..you dnt stop.. heheh.... ;p


::robin is reallly demanding my attention..hiaz... he threw a hissy fit when he heard i was on the phone the other day with alvin ;p hiayah.. people's sister just died!! Cant i talk to him abit.. to see how he is ???..


~ "why? he dont have other ppl to call meh, why must call u ??" and "I thinkhe is trying to hit on u" ...
>>> urgh... i make the concious effort to see him for dinner more often liao..and he says its not enuf. Then i ask him what is enuf?? Then he say.. "like back when u were totally devoted to me" Blah!!! .. that isint helping me much
>>> worst thing is that this conversation repeats ever soo often with him accusing me of not making him feel important enough
>>> sobz ... this dejavu is worst then the Matrix...worst then Ground Hog's Day..worst then.. err forget it.. but im soo fustrated.. i was afraid that he will be like that when i just got together with him.. its only now when i get to test the boundaries that i see that he is really a jealous bf type..
;p


:: the boss has dropped more work on me ... more stress.. my life feels abit F* up right now ;p With my ever worsening cough... i think i have broncitis or TB or sumting.. plemgh in my lungs.. mayeb ill just die a slow painful death.. it feels like it now anywaz..


:: I went on a heavy duty "bu" session yest ..in my bid to inprove my health..
I bought some bird's nest and snow jelly from a chinese medical hall yest.. and had turtle soup for dinner. PLUS a liang Cha drink ..hehe...abit overboard ..but.. im desperate :(
>>> In a sense i feel better after that, like the body has more energy.. They call it improving the "qi". I think chinese medicine does work in a slow and gentle way :) .. but it does not have immediate effects like western medication
..thus my cough is still present..and sooner or later i think ill cough my lungs out.. follwed by my gall bladder and my stomach and my intestines....;p
wow i can almost imagine the sight.. pretty cool.. in a gross way ..i shall do it in the middle of the lunch crowd.. maybe will indcue others to retch their lunches out to acompany me ;p


:: and on to more perverse stuff..
I saw ladies queuing up outside mango today during lunch..haha bec today is THE MANGO SALE!!! haah.. crazy..
>>>melvin said he saw ppl queuing outside since 8.30 in the morning...wah lau.. also not like they are giving the clothes for free..anywaz... shoping during sale season is kinda disgusting and fustrating... soo crowded.. soo long queue.with .all the clothss shrewn all over the place.. blah! spare me
>>>Shopping is about the whole experience ..of taking the leisure to pick your clothes slowly..and trying them on without people pushing and shoving in front of the mirror..and friendly staff...and being able to find the right size that is BRAND NEW..
i dread the words... "sorry all our stocks are on the racks".. or "sorry this is our last piece"
And you end up looking sadly at the forlorn peice of cloth.. which many people had pulled out of shape and smudged makeup on ..with all the losse frayed treads swaying in the wind *taunting you..daring you to buy that last item*...
i can almost imagine tragic music playing in the background... brings tears to my eyes... sniff..


:: Oh I got my tahan trekking pics from melvin finally.. but i dnt think i will put any on the blog lah.. dnt think anyone will be interested to see mountains and dirty looking people and the half naked guys...
wait..!! half naked guys?? haha not hot ones lah.. soory to dissapoint ..
err more love handles than washboard abs.. hhee


~~quick come back DL
..with lots of delicious Krispy Kreme dougnuts ~~

Apple Wanabe- i pod Wanahave

*cough!!!*
Urgh !! my cough is driving me nuts. I am even coughing as i run. Which causes a huge msucle strain at the chest and a perpetual headache. The good thing is that people in front of me can hear me from very very far away and xiam one side to let me pass. But even sooooo... they must be thinking ive gone bananas.. running in teh middle of the night when i sound like i am going to have an asthma attack right in front of them. hiazzzz...


This cannot go on. So i have set a resolution to take better care of my wreked up body to cure this cough. ;p It usually comes when i have late nights, stressful days and a junk food diet. So i have vowed to sleep earlier, drink more tonics and abstain from :: chicken, egg, caffine, cold drinks, very heaty or cooling foods:: (as suggested by the TMC doctor).
So please help me>> anytime you see me eating/drinking sumting i shd not-- just wack me real hard.. ill wack you back (natural self defence, boh pian) ...but ...at least you have saved my health ..what are friends for huh.. ;p


Cant do much about the stress part- thanks to my lovelyyyy boss ;p
Its easy to know when my body is stress... other than this freaking cough, my neck and shoulders become rock solidd. Huge knots of muscle form ard the shoudler area. You will need an industrious massager to get rid of them, maybe one of those huge rolling machines for road works... or an army of big strong men...hmm that sounds preety good actually...


Anywaazzz.. had a good run nevertheless... but i really must get an ipod.. or a mini !!!!
Its getting really fustrating to run and listen to Class 95 love songs...
Its okay if they are playing angst-filled songs by Bon Jovi or nice Popish upbeat songs.
I can sing my heart out (okay mouth the words at least..) and run.
But how the hell am i suppose to run to " Tonight I celebrate my love for you.."
Groanz... it plays havok to my pacing and makes me feel stupid running ..
~thinking :: I shd be snuggled in bed, fresh from the bath with a hot drink at hand ::


I neeeeed to get a MP3 player full of fast-beat funky songs that will make me run faster ;p
It embaressing to slow dwn and then see an Uncle with a beer belly overtake you *yucks*
SIgh sigh sigh... if only i get paid 1000$$$ a month like some internnnnnsss ... * pui !*

ooddles of tea

*hmmm* i love hot tea... actually i love hot sweet drinks in general.
Its my weakness .. maybe i was an englishwomen in my past life. That would explain my fondness for tea, scones and dianty china (as in dining ware not the country).


Anywazz... still nursing a slight headachy buzz in the head, Jeffery says its the leftover of my hangover (hmm by george..it rhymes!!..) but i had indignantly claimed its from slack of sleep. Hmf, I belive that my body is capable enough to clear such an insubstantial amt of alcohol in 1 day, thank you very much ;p


BUt that insubstantial amt of alcohol did cause me one hell of a hangover the day before ;p
Which was the reason why i had selpt through most of sunday and thus making today not officialy count as monday - according to my internal body clock. Which is why i am not having the blues today. (im suffering from time-lag, my body does not comprehand that im suppose to do work now, that is why i am blogging- no use confusing my body lah ;p)


Last saturday at Devils was pretty interesting: the music was decent, the 3 of us- melva, yining and me scored a record no. of pick ups, there were cute guys giving us free booze and there was a floor show (fat lady with g-string showing and nerdy gal sans bra with nipples showing doing some really dirty dancing on the pole) i couldnt decide whether to puke or laugh.. decided to drink more beer before i decide.


By the 2 glass, it was getting pretty funny and i dared teddy (i think..im not so hot wif names) to get the gal dwn when he ask us to dance up there instead. In the end, the gal really came dwn and he tried to run away, the others placated her with a beer and dragged teddy back to her. A-fucking-mazing she actually thought teddy was interested in her. I am loving her ego man.. or maybe i shd ask her where she got her mirror...


Although the guys were nice and above average cute and hunky..beefy guys are just not my cup of tea... (hmm tea again..) Im not much of a carnivore..;p i like my meat lean and organic.. (yumz ..no artificial steriods please)
There was one of their friend that looked promising thou :: striped polo tee with sunglasses perched on the head.. yes yes poserish i guess... and very ben tay (eww..no i DO NOT like ben tay that way).. but i never got to know his name and he was rather dao anywaz.. chey.. *turns nose upwards*
Another worthy of mention:: There was also this unbeliveable guy that said he was shy and insisted to get my number from melva so he can msg mi "hi"--i think its a cheap ploy to get my no.-- ... whadayah think.. (but he was cute lah ..sighz wasted..)


Anywazz even thou i ended up puking again !! i dnt regret the dancing.. after the huge dinner i had on saturday night..maybe the puking helped me loose some weight too :p
Robin's friend treated us to dinner at Essential Brew in Holland V.

Note:: it is a nice place to chill with cusions and low tables and nice drinks and not-bad food. Stduents get 20% discount. Check it out when u need a place with nice ambience yah :) ::

Jack is his name..just recieved his first pay and since it was his bdae, he decided to treat all 6 of us to a meal.. how nice and generous.. he is single by the way..any gal interested?? Rich he is... hahaha His friend who owned the place baked him a big oreo cheese cake...it was really rich and oreao-ish. hehe... (i wish i could dunk the whole cake in milk.. hmm...but they dunked it in his face in the end ;p what good friends they are..)


That was why i felt like a stuffed pig and had enuf energy to club till 6 am when devils closed. A first for me. ;p it dint even felt like 6am ;p but i was felt so sick that i juz konked out at yinig's house ;p haha woke up to find myslfe sleeping beside her mum. HOW embaressing ;p
AND robin was angry i dnt message him my whereabouts. Woohooo.. he actually dreamt that i spent the night at some guys house and woke up screaming ..heheh accoring to him lah... i think he is getting overly paranoid..soon he will start spying on me ;p (goosebumps)


Anywazz.. yes my writing time-line is abit convolted -- i guess becasue i havent written for many days liao..i just write whatever comes into my mind...


Ohh saw Khar Hau on sunday night on my way back home from dinner. I was happily walking along J8 when someone shove a phamlet in front of my face, i thought : who is this F*ing rude salesperson. Then i saw him..chey.. he is one crazy fellow>> interning and part timing at corriander leaf rest. AND at starhub roadshows too!!
Is money soo important that you do not wana rest and have a bit of fun after work?? Where got life ??? Like that how can find gf ..hiayozzz ..( shakes head in moterly dissaprove) ..not healthy lah.. the bike is like his wife..


Hmmmm shal end here lahh too long winded already...need to get more tea... (cheerios)

*brommmmmm* goes the dark cloud-- i smell rain

*fuck*
The dark cloud is perpetually over me now. I wonder what isit like to be cheerful and lighthearted again ;p


Just like the Pearl Harbor, i was happily cruising through my last half hour of work when the "little boss" appears. Soo suddenly outa nowhere (just as i was telling my friend how boring my day was)and the bomb was dropped ;p *kahboom*


No matter how many allies coming to my aid, there is no way to bail me outa this f*king debrie filled water.. all the way up over my F*ing head. Soo here i am trying not soo much to swim but more to surface for oxygen ;p *glop glop*


Basically he told me what i did wrong, kept interrogating me on the basis of my decisions, * i was sitting there sweating, ready to tear my hair out, wanting to shout "im just a freaking intern.. a little help here !!!!"" * gooshhhh I pity his kid next time... with his KGB like interrogation skills, his kids will prob spill their guts out volunterily every time they did something wrong ("its me, i did it, no more, i can take it no more......."). Even i was ready to go mental... maybe im just freaking inept at what im doing...damn... i feel soo uselesss


Groanz .. remind me again what am doing trying to market a cleaning brand .. i dnt even clean my own room .. least to say my own house... urgh... anywaz..so i have this huge load on my back and i need to think of sumting soo totally creative, soo totaly brilliant but yet soo realistic and practicle... in a few days time. Shit shit shit shit shit .... ohh heavens above give me some inspiration ..either that or strike me dwn with a bolt of lighting .... ;p blah


Robin is not helping.. for sum reason he has suddenly turned into the over protective bf mode.. soo clingy, says wana fetch me home fr clubbing, wana meet ALL my new male friends, wana spend more time with me... whining about how i dnt love him anymore... god!!! i feel soo smothered ... cant breath ... *huffhuffhuff*


i am the type of person that goes more outa control the more u try to control me. Soo
THE lesson is ::dnt try too hard...too soon .. or ill shut u out of my life...::


Makes me feel like i have a 3rd parent to pacify. Hmm i dnt even bother about my parents... and now i have another one to nagg at mi... and when he is not being a parent.. he is being a child... pouting and crying for attention... urgh.. men..puke puke *maybe i shd be a lesbian*


Hmm hope i can find sumting to make me happy again....


Blink goes the Phone (stirring in its hibernation, aware of its surroundings but not reacting... it just wants to sleep ....silently...yet another quiet day)

Phone shows signz of live * ahh there is still hope*

Okies its late and I have eye bags the size of my backpack to Europe but i shall write 1 last entry before I go to bed ...


CY's logic :: Sleep are for beauties.. thus I do not need it ::


>>Anywazz I would just like to state that my previous post was abit melodramatic lahhh.... puffy eyes and a bloated tummy makes me melanchonic :( *had to squint the whole bloody day ;p how not to feel tragic??*


>>I had poured all my negative thoughts out and am feeling lighter in the heart liao..
Having channeled all my negative karma into the previous post...soo all of u read at your own risk...;p


>> ALvin called from Taiwan :) .. good to know that he is safe and sound and the exercise was not that bad after all..
"fun lah, like an adventure" so he said
-- the same person was dreading to board the plane a week ago.. amazing ..but good to know that my tai yang bings will be returning on shedule ;p cant wait.. hurry back !!! yumz~~
-- forgotten how his voice have this very hoarse timber that is soo soothing and sexy.. coo ... he shd work part time for those chat lines-- provide phone sex to bored office women and earn big bucks... *hmm*
-- sadly the sexyness is limited to the voice. period.


ANd now my phone has lapsed back into coma.. its twikling blue light is the only sighz of a pulse.. blinking on into lonely night... *bleep*

the little boy's sister.. soo cute.. she went around kissing us non-stop .. and shared her desert with us-- fullerton has a seperate kiddie's meal for the wedding dinner : wowz

making the most of mummy's ang pao $$.. drinking enuf wine for the 4 of us
but of course must smell the wine first right..i got take wine apreciation course one okie ..;p

robin looking very bored ;p Zzzzzzz

Gift- a packet of rose tea. The card wrote :: put it in water and watch the roses bloom:: ohhhhh how sweet ;p BUT where is my chocolates !!! every wedding has chocolates ;p *pout* *stomps feet*

hehe the couple entranced with a song .. how impressive.. my my .. i feel the pressure liao.. ;p

Preetty arrangements at the recep area:: how romantic :: setting the mood even before dinner began

we invaded the bridal suite to help the bride dress.. but more like enjoying the nice room and take lots of pics ;p

recep area at the fullerton.. my little cousin tinkling on the ivories.. how cute.. he looks pro alreay

Coco Puff Eyes..

Puff* ..came to the office with swollen eyes today... and why ??
Because I cried yest night ;p
And why ...
Because the wedding was soo romantic... he serenaded her with "love me" and they sang 2 duets by the way)


U think!!!
Of course not lah... I where got soo sissy one..chey
Its because I had a long talk with robin yest night
He accused me of being lousy company at the wedding dinner-- said i was running around and leaving him by himslef. I was like, how, you soo boring why should I stay with you. When i can play with my baby cousins ( whom i dont often get a chance to bond with).
Then what you expect me to do, stay with you and be bored to death the whole dinner? Haizz so okie, i have been thoughtless, for not thinking about how out of place you will feel and staying with you to make you feel better. BUt stillll... you come to the wedding with a black face liao, you expect me to be happy to see you ?? Good fucking job ..


Haizz... then we started talking and he was saying im not making him feel secure and how my emials have dwindled BUT he UNDERSTANDS because he felt very sian when he is working too and he NOW knows how I felt when he had no interest in what i was saying, when he is sian because of work, when he black face and I had to bare with it.. he UNDERSTANDS it all because he is going through what I went through and he is try to be a better man...
yah i wish him all the best .. Soo was that suppose to make me feel guilty or better?>>>


I just cried.. huge grieving sobs.....too much pent up emotions in me for too long ... I left my ex because I tot robin would make me happier, instead i ended up with more heartache.. no boy/man have ever cried so many times in my life before. I have often wanted to walk away many times.. as recent as during my Europe trip.. every time i go>> what am i doing with this man .. but i never left >>> i dunoe why . Isit because i love him too much, or am I a coward, or am I just waiting for sumone better to show up..>>


How on earth did i end up with someone sooo gloomy, pessimistic, mean, antisocial, disilluded, childish, bad tempered, emotional?? When I like being around people and am eternally optimistic. My life has become darker since I knew him... :(
People say: "he is so funny, he is soo nice" and yah I told him--" i like you best when you are around your best friends, because that is when you are at your cheeriest, wittiest and most relax". He said, friends- you only show the good side, but lovers- you get to see both sides.


Ahh soo, isit fair that you show your worst to the people you love, shouldnt you want to be the best for them and not leave the VIP treatment to your friends. I have suffered through so many black faces, sulky treatment and snide remarks (he can make a person feel soo stupid and small sometimes) that i am very tired..sometimes i dnt even feel like trying anymore..


He said he doesnt want to lose me and that he will change... I hope that it is not too late..because my heart feels like its hardening already.. not totally frozen yet ..but to be able to warm it up again will require some effort from both sides..


He truly makes me happy when he was the old robin that surprises me at my work place, that made laugh everytime we meet, that would fetch me no matter where i was, that brings me out for supper late at night, that was exciting to be with....


They say guys change when they get the girl>> how true. Like that then what is the use of courtship when you are not sure what type of person he will become after you all get together.


I shall not write anymore or ill start crying agian in the office-- then it will be fucking emberassing--and people will noe im not doing work.;p


He said he will change-- that is what he keeps saying>>
i pray for faith in love and strength to sustain this relationship
since i am a free thinker... err i pray to any higher being who will listen


Anywazz..this is meant to stay in this blog, please do not try to talk to him about it..it wil only make matter worse .....thanks my sistas.. muacks..

Amazing ...soo many Kois at the Fullerton hotel, and they all come with mouth gaping open when i put my finger into the water.. hmpf i think the hotel doesnt feed them :( i wish i hadsome bread crumps with me ;p 

finally got to take a pic with the very busy bridesmaid... she gets to hold the bride's train.. lucky gal ;p  

back at the jing cha ceremony .. her husband (his chineses/german/ dunoe what else).. looks like a pastor right ..haha.. his mum made him comb his hair up to look taller.. soo duh.. 

my cute little cousins... angelic flower girls .:)  

view of my dress fr the back :)  

My mummy and daddy ..hahah... do i look like them >> ;p 

Pretty Prettty bride of the day :) gg back to her hotel room laio ;p at Fullerton 

Hair done and all changed and reayd to go :) me and my real sista !!! hhaah does she look older than me ;p 

Waiting for my hair to be styled !!! :) have to wear a buttoned down shirt to protect my hair from being "disturbed" while changing ;p 

*phone checkup* --no vital signs-- call the doctor, its an emergency!!

My poor phone has been soo quiet.. i wonder if its dead :(
Its only signz of life was a jiggle or 2 from ryan, jeremy..and my pug...
AND a teeny weeny spasm from my sistas..
sobz*....
Oh wait..
Ben (Sng.. too many Bens ard . its confusing) juz called..
ahhh my phone is breathing again!!


My dear "sista" juz returned from Aust.. after a long business trip ...
Might meet up with him later after my date with Mel..<monster -in-law>
Hope to catch up with his "hia dis" too - Geroge and Alvin <another Alvin..wheew why does everybody have the same name???> and 'whats his name'.
... havent seen them since .. a year ago ??


we never were really fated to be together ;p
Knew him since secondary school, he was a tubby little boy then.. was my classmate for like a week in sec 1 ?? Before he transffered to Cat High...we found each other again thru my best friend in Sec 2 ...<life is full of coincidences>...


Life has changed us both, it is very saddening when our lives no longer run along the same path.. we are travelling along diff routes, maybe there will be a roundabout where we will meet again someday


He had confessed to liking me years ago and it took him 6 long years to tell me and i <for all my woman's intuition, have known that since the day we met> am always very sad that those feelings can never be reciprocated.. To me he will always be just my good friend <bec he is no Tom Cruise ;p ..i noe..how superficial of me> Although.. i have been tempted once or twice to get into a relationship for want of company, i knew it would only end badly for us both ... <never make that mistake>
But a very good friend he will always be ...we have been thru alot tog ... failed relationships, exams and all... Although we will never be as close as last time, he will always have a place in my heart.


guys and gals can stay as just good friends, if they care enough for each other. There are alot of naysayers out there who think that 2 people of the opposite sex can never have a platonic relationship.. well.. try me for size...


But i suspect its bec i have alot of "maleness" in me... Ken said i am androgynous
haha (thanks alot ken ;p)... its a good way of saying im not very much like a woman/girl/whatever.....

*jumbo headache*

*Cough Cough*
My dreaded cough is back in full blown ... coughing to a headache now :(
hmm.. stressful day today..waited since the morning to present..came super duper early ..before evryone else, just to practice..
in the end ..when we broke for lunch at 12 and im still not up yet ;p


It was an eyeopener, its amazing when you see the management discussing real world situations, and real conflicts come to play and see that all is not rosy for businesses any where. I am intrigued that what we have learnt in marketing is put into play, however in the end, financial figures are also very much part of marketing (yucks i hate numbers) and althou the 2 will conflict..
Boh pian ..die die must find a solution..abelt a very unsatisfying one... after much haggling, and black faces and coffee and pulling hair... hmm i wish they would let me sit in more often. haaa ..at least better then letting me sit here and type blogs in my comp ;p


The presentation went okayyy, got a thumbs up for my big manager and the others say i did well... :) wish there were PPTs i would flash and do fancy stunts... but i guess, in the real world, ur content is more important than the flash, and they are all too stoned after 4 hrs of meeting to bother abt anything.


BUt as i said to simin..one small battle over.. more battles to fight...*bring it on!!*


In the end must thank the evil small manager, he made me go throughh the presentation a few times, gave me pointers and made sure that i spoke with confidence... i think i will learn alot from him.. if only he is not soo niao niao abt my work sometimes ;p


Back to screensaver mood now.. ready to go off from work liao... * *

Doer I am -- hmmm

What's Your Love Type?
Your #1 Love Type: ESTP
The Doer
In love, you are charming, and known for sweeping people off their feet.
For you, sex is fun and a great way to be in the moment with someone.
Overall, you are witty, generous, and flirty.
However, you tend to ignore conflict and get bored with people easily.
Best matches: ISFJ or ISTJ
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hmm pretty true..
For the "blue" part that is...
I hate conflict and get bored easily ...
so what does that make me....
a coward probably hahah.....

*red bean ice cream*

Ate a red bean ice cream while on the way home.. *lick lcik*
freaking humid weather !! one of those days when u just feel like taking off your clothes and jumping into the pool...


Red bean ice cream brings back many happy memories ...
one of those traditional treats that is simple yet soo good.... many childhood memories flashing in my brain... mising my grandma suddenly ....*sighz*


::A sucky day today it was ::
nobody to meet for lunch-- joel had to go to town, my collegues were having this huge gathering and I wasnt feeling very socialble... and Jeffery .. messaged him at 12.. return my msg when he was already out with his collegues like an hour later... grrr...not gg to ask him out anymore *pout*... guys, soo thoughtless
Thankfully I dint wait for his reply ...was buying some comfort food and a magazine, all ready to go back to the office to chill liao ...


::Fruits and a Grande HOT COCOA ::
ahhhh .... i love sweet hot drinks.... never fails to cheer me up.. not much of a lunch.. but enuf to keep me happy until dinner .. ;p


::Dinner::
Ryan asked me out, but too rush to meet him ... wanted to meet Simin too--she was bitten by the shopping bug!! *quick medic* ..hahah soo shiok.. can go off early to shop ahh *winks*.. *envy*


::lonely blinking blue light from my phone::
My phone was unusually quite the whole day .. *sobz* .. "just one little jiggle for me??"
Hiazz will remain like that for another 3 weeks :( ..missing my *daily updates* liao...*blah*


Storm cloud approaching::
Lousy lousy lousy... bloated fr PMS... feeling very unpretty ... and neglected... gloomy gloomy..
*blue clouds turning grey* ... *grumbles with thunder*... a loud peal of PMS warning to all..

Tried to do a face shot, realised my eyes look freaking weird in photos... hmm i think they are too far apart and not aligned ... gross i look like a alien