*phone checkup* --no vital signs-- call the doctor, its an emergency!!

My poor phone has been soo quiet.. i wonder if its dead :(
Its only signz of life was a jiggle or 2 from ryan, jeremy..and my pug...
AND a teeny weeny spasm from my sistas..
sobz*....
Oh wait..
Ben (Sng.. too many Bens ard . its confusing) juz called..
ahhh my phone is breathing again!!


My dear "sista" juz returned from Aust.. after a long business trip ...
Might meet up with him later after my date with Mel..<monster -in-law>
Hope to catch up with his "hia dis" too - Geroge and Alvin <another Alvin..wheew why does everybody have the same name???> and 'whats his name'.
... havent seen them since .. a year ago ??


we never were really fated to be together ;p
Knew him since secondary school, he was a tubby little boy then.. was my classmate for like a week in sec 1 ?? Before he transffered to Cat High...we found each other again thru my best friend in Sec 2 ...<life is full of coincidences>...


Life has changed us both, it is very saddening when our lives no longer run along the same path.. we are travelling along diff routes, maybe there will be a roundabout where we will meet again someday


He had confessed to liking me years ago and it took him 6 long years to tell me and i <for all my woman's intuition, have known that since the day we met> am always very sad that those feelings can never be reciprocated.. To me he will always be just my good friend <bec he is no Tom Cruise ;p ..i noe..how superficial of me> Although.. i have been tempted once or twice to get into a relationship for want of company, i knew it would only end badly for us both ... <never make that mistake>
But a very good friend he will always be ...we have been thru alot tog ... failed relationships, exams and all... Although we will never be as close as last time, he will always have a place in my heart.


guys and gals can stay as just good friends, if they care enough for each other. There are alot of naysayers out there who think that 2 people of the opposite sex can never have a platonic relationship.. well.. try me for size...


But i suspect its bec i have alot of "maleness" in me... Ken said i am androgynous
haha (thanks alot ken ;p)... its a good way of saying im not very much like a woman/girl/whatever.....