Some bird's nest soup for my soul

*burrrrpppp*
oniony breath now... and bursting outa my new hot pink mango pants..how unlady-like;p
hmm my appetite is pretty unlady-like too...
melvin jioed us to eat at Carl's Jr today.. reminising of his experience in US..
wow ..the portions are really US size.. burgers are like almost the size of my face!! ..overflowing with lovely fillings :)
i had a beef paty, with bacon, with cheese with veg with guacamole burger..
hmmmm a sin every bite.. i love guacamole.. always heard about it in movies and books..
it really has a nice rich, savory taste :)


i scoffed the whole burger with onion rings and coke.. oh mann i felt like the guy in Super Size Me.. robin almost gave up halfway thru his burger..hehe... i think i am such a pig.. normal girls wouldnt have finished the meal ..;p


soo here i am ..stuffed.. and feeling really guilty .. vowing to run like hell later as a punishment.. (i wish there was someone with a whip running behind me all the way..preferbly someone ugly soo i got motivation to run like hell...)
;p feeling quite bad too that i havent written on the blog for a while.. mel was jus asking abt it the other day..haha..


the past few days had its ups and dwns ..like a rollercoaster ride ;(
except not as fun ..


::last sat clubbing was quite fun.. finally met a guy on the dance floor that knows how to move his body ..in the hip hop sense...
~ no mindless jerking of various body parts like some other guys.. ;p
Hope i will see him again.. declined to give him my no.. he is not that.... cute ;p
But mel mel mel.. NO MORE DRINKING for u ahh.. ;p haha everytime you drink..you dnt stop.. heheh.... ;p


::robin is reallly demanding my attention..hiaz... he threw a hissy fit when he heard i was on the phone the other day with alvin ;p hiayah.. people's sister just died!! Cant i talk to him abit.. to see how he is ???..


~ "why? he dont have other ppl to call meh, why must call u ??" and "I thinkhe is trying to hit on u" ...
>>> urgh... i make the concious effort to see him for dinner more often liao..and he says its not enuf. Then i ask him what is enuf?? Then he say.. "like back when u were totally devoted to me" Blah!!! .. that isint helping me much
>>> worst thing is that this conversation repeats ever soo often with him accusing me of not making him feel important enough
>>> sobz ... this dejavu is worst then the Matrix...worst then Ground Hog's Day..worst then.. err forget it.. but im soo fustrated.. i was afraid that he will be like that when i just got together with him.. its only now when i get to test the boundaries that i see that he is really a jealous bf type..
;p


:: the boss has dropped more work on me ... more stress.. my life feels abit F* up right now ;p With my ever worsening cough... i think i have broncitis or TB or sumting.. plemgh in my lungs.. mayeb ill just die a slow painful death.. it feels like it now anywaz..


:: I went on a heavy duty "bu" session yest ..in my bid to inprove my health..
I bought some bird's nest and snow jelly from a chinese medical hall yest.. and had turtle soup for dinner. PLUS a liang Cha drink ..hehe...abit overboard ..but.. im desperate :(
>>> In a sense i feel better after that, like the body has more energy.. They call it improving the "qi". I think chinese medicine does work in a slow and gentle way :) .. but it does not have immediate effects like western medication
..thus my cough is still present..and sooner or later i think ill cough my lungs out.. follwed by my gall bladder and my stomach and my intestines....;p
wow i can almost imagine the sight.. pretty cool.. in a gross way ..i shall do it in the middle of the lunch crowd.. maybe will indcue others to retch their lunches out to acompany me ;p


:: and on to more perverse stuff..
I saw ladies queuing up outside mango today during lunch..haha bec today is THE MANGO SALE!!! haah.. crazy..
>>>melvin said he saw ppl queuing outside since 8.30 in the morning...wah lau.. also not like they are giving the clothes for free..anywaz... shoping during sale season is kinda disgusting and fustrating... soo crowded.. soo long queue.with .all the clothss shrewn all over the place.. blah! spare me
>>>Shopping is about the whole experience ..of taking the leisure to pick your clothes slowly..and trying them on without people pushing and shoving in front of the mirror..and friendly staff...and being able to find the right size that is BRAND NEW..
i dread the words... "sorry all our stocks are on the racks".. or "sorry this is our last piece"
And you end up looking sadly at the forlorn peice of cloth.. which many people had pulled out of shape and smudged makeup on ..with all the losse frayed treads swaying in the wind *taunting you..daring you to buy that last item*...
i can almost imagine tragic music playing in the background... brings tears to my eyes... sniff..


:: Oh I got my tahan trekking pics from melvin finally.. but i dnt think i will put any on the blog lah.. dnt think anyone will be interested to see mountains and dirty looking people and the half naked guys...
wait..!! half naked guys?? haha not hot ones lah.. soory to dissapoint ..
err more love handles than washboard abs.. hhee


~~quick come back DL
..with lots of delicious Krispy Kreme dougnuts ~~