Every time in our lives have their place

So says someone when I comment:
"ahh.. To be a student again..."


ahh well.. for a no-longer-student
I have been down to school more often than some still-students this week ;p
Evidently..
All the work had got to me last week
but thanks to all who had sent e-hugs my way
and to someone
who gave me a real huge sweep-me-off-my-feet hug
nothing beats the real thing man.. I'm sorry :)
that will remain in Caiyun's Hall of Hugs for a long long time


Because I don't foresee any more tall-dark-handsome guy
sweeping me off my size5 feet anytime soon....
maybe if I buy taller heels
I might stand a better chance
;p
bah


anyways.. its good to feel the load off my back
although it was not my best
I tried my best
let the others settle the rest :p
a tad irresponsible?
perhaps ..


But I have already threw everything into the wind
gotten out my cocktail dress
and my man-eater shoes..
feeling ravenous
all ready to party..


until I realized..
my moolah aint in yet
all plans of manicure, facials, spa, dinners
came crumbling down..
*sobs*
thus this week of "Pamper Caiyun Week" came to naught
next week .. I promise myself
which will also coincide with
my self-proclaimed "pamper dians week too"
because the poor gal looked like she needs a major break too :(


HOWEVER..
noo moolah did not mean no fun
I had loads of fun nightbiking ..
to feel the burn as we ate up the hills of Singapore
*kick-ass shiok*
to discover an eye-candy
*priceless*


Discovered.. a great new chill-out place!!!
The Cheesecake cafe
down at East Coast
what can be better
renaissance meets Mediterranean meets Bali resort deco
scrumptious cheescake in all possible flavor
think: peanut butter cheesecake.. Caramel cheescake...
and great company..
*me of course*
I come with the deal.. Ok ;p
lol


and *claps* to Ben Boh
for a great performance down at Timbre
we had good "cheap" wine
amazingly thin crust pizza
good company and of course
great music
it was really ..
"happy" ;p


although everytime..
everything I'm "happy"
people think I'm drunk
sad sad sad..
perhaps no one sees the real cloudy..
or it could also mean
I am seldom truly comfortable-happy
with many people..


lalalalala
ahh well..
though I seem to have developed a taste for red wine
being a staunch white-wine person.. till like last month
it is disturbing to find that
I long for the deep, rich taste of red
and the buzz that it brings with it
....
I hope I'm not turning into an alcoholic..


whoopee news flash: my pay just came in:
lalalallalala
happiness
thou nothing beats a hug
a real one of course :)



~ you occupy my mind ..~