Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Total eclipse of the heart

In the dim, smoky light
full of old drunk foggies
watery Tiger Beer and
little glasses of cocktail nuts
I belted out this song
with my heart
half caught in the moment of the song
half embarrassed about the cheesy-ness of it all


my alternative KTV experience
im sure the whole experience would seem more fun
when its over and part of my memories...
and my hot date would seem hotter too
lol
but the greatest surprise of the day
was that KH can sing!!
hmmm...
you learn new things everyday :p


I think the theme for the past week was retro..
with my first mambo clubbing session after soo long
<3 to melva
im sure you will be a very "hot" PE teacher
just dont make all the sec sch boys fall for you
and all the little girls will hate u ;o
lol


Had a good movie streak ..
with Shopie Scholls and Lucky Number Selvin
Shopie was kinda somber
but refreshing for a war film
it shows us that anybody can be a hero
nobody starts out with grandoise plans
to leave an imprint on the world


i had cried incessently
kinda embaressing for im not one who cries
i see it as a weekness
but perhaps as we grow older
lesser things affect us
we learn to loose
we learn to fail
we learn to fall
and to rise back up again


but anywaz
sabrina was puzzled why i cried soo much
for she said.. it is not as sad or as horrific
as the other shows like Schindler's List
I couldnt think of an answer...


But as i was walking home
and i thought back to the movie
i realise what touched me
was her story..
and its doesnt matter how many war films we see
everybody's struggle should be their own
their story
their life
and soo
and thou we are soo far removed from that inncident
that we only identify it with movies and books
we should not let ourselves be desensitised by the media
on the horrors that happen around us


On a lighter note
i have 2 new eye candy!!
one real and one reel
Josh Harnet is muy muy caliente
in the movie Lucky Number Selvin
his hair makes him adorable


this is amazing coming from someone
who thought he is like the ugliest actor ever
ok ..i take taht back
Ben Affleck is the ugliest actor
he comes in at a miniscue second
but Josh Harnet had looked soo non-descript
i feel bored just looking at him


but wheew now..
i just wana ripp that purple flowery towel off
*for those who watched the show ..
you will noe what i meannnnnn
lol





well its lunch time
and staring at my lukewarm coffee and half eatend sandwich
I miss the Berkela waterfalls already
the warm sun
the cool waters
the sweet intoxication wine
and the wonderful company


to sit under the moonlight
with the bright white of the waterfall
falling down beside you
and the gurgle of the waters
as it rushes down stream
hearing but not seeing
like a musical background
with the heady sensation of wine
while you ponder on anything that comes in mind
and let the night envelope you


life is sweet ..


~ im am not a disappointed dreamer..
i hold no ideals
i just want to be happy ~



stay tune to the next post
while I read up on KH's book on the art of seduction
and ill tell you what kinda of seducer/victim I am
lol

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