*fuck*
The dark cloud is perpetually over me now. I wonder what isit like to be cheerful and lighthearted again ;p
Just like the Pearl Harbor, i was happily cruising through my last half hour of work when the "little boss" appears. Soo suddenly outa nowhere (just as i was telling my friend how boring my day was)and the bomb was dropped ;p *kahboom*
No matter how many allies coming to my aid, there is no way to bail me outa this f*king debrie filled water.. all the way up over my F*ing head. Soo here i am trying not soo much to swim but more to surface for oxygen ;p *glop glop*
Basically he told me what i did wrong, kept interrogating me on the basis of my decisions, * i was sitting there sweating, ready to tear my hair out, wanting to shout "im just a freaking intern.. a little help here !!!!"" * gooshhhh I pity his kid next time... with his KGB like interrogation skills, his kids will prob spill their guts out volunterily every time they did something wrong ("its me, i did it, no more, i can take it no more......."). Even i was ready to go mental... maybe im just freaking inept at what im doing...damn... i feel soo uselesss
Groanz .. remind me again what am doing trying to market a cleaning brand .. i dnt even clean my own room .. least to say my own house... urgh... anywaz..so i have this huge load on my back and i need to think of sumting soo totally creative, soo totaly brilliant but yet soo realistic and practicle... in a few days time. Shit shit shit shit shit .... ohh heavens above give me some inspiration ..either that or strike me dwn with a bolt of lighting .... ;p blah
Robin is not helping.. for sum reason he has suddenly turned into the over protective bf mode.. soo clingy, says wana fetch me home fr clubbing, wana meet ALL my new male friends, wana spend more time with me... whining about how i dnt love him anymore... god!!! i feel soo smothered ... cant breath ... *huffhuffhuff*
i am the type of person that goes more outa control the more u try to control me. Soo
THE lesson is ::dnt try too hard...too soon .. or ill shut u out of my life...::
Makes me feel like i have a 3rd parent to pacify. Hmm i dnt even bother about my parents... and now i have another one to nagg at mi... and when he is not being a parent.. he is being a child... pouting and crying for attention... urgh.. men..puke puke *maybe i shd be a lesbian*
Hmm hope i can find sumting to make me happy again....
Blink goes the Phone (stirring in its hibernation, aware of its surroundings but not reacting... it just wants to sleep ....silently...yet another quiet day)
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Dear Yun Jie,
sorry i was away from my com to prepare breakfast to bring to work yo....
wish i was there to hear you out...guess ur blog wouldnt have done a better job than me! ahahha
anyway u can always talk to me about things u dun feel comfortable with okie....didnt know u had so many things happening today for you....what a lousy day and what a lousy boss u have!!
is there anyway to complain him or what? how can he push his weigt around like this man???
as for yuan yuan, i think he sort of adds on to your burden for now, like there;s one more thing to worry on top of your work and lousy day.....probably look at it from his viewpoint, he feels things are getting diluted between u 2 and would like to make the effort to see u more often by driving u from work?
and getting to know your new friends to keep himself updated and stay in toouch with your life?
i guess these are the many efforts he made (including the whining) haha.....just that he strike at the wrong time and being a little insensitive to how u felt at that pt of time
*totally understand how u feel* coz guys are seriously disappointing....
u can have me for a change =)
*duhhhh*
next time dun keep it to urself until u reach home hor....give mi a call and puke everything out so u feel better earlier =)
hey girl...
bosses are bitches but keep in mind that the more work you do, the better you get. don't think yourself as only an intern but a SUPER intern. i'm sure you will shine... hahha... as the cleaning brand manager.. hurhur...
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