Met Robin for dinner yest..
and althou we dont meet up often
he still found a need to gripe
and pull a damper on the whole mood
Somehow .. we ended up talking about fashion
and he said clothes are now to the point of indecency
that women today are wearing clothes..
but still seem naked
while I try to point to the fact that
in the end we are born without clothes
and in fact the reason clothes came about
other than all the part about Adam and Eve
and the apple and the shame ...
was probably due to some powerful selfish man
who wants to keep his women to himself
and therefore went about dictating
that clothes should be worn for modesty
But what is modesty
why is it that we need to be ashamed our our naked selfs
the questions intrigues me
from a sociology point of view
but he refuses to be drawn into a discussion
on the evolution of society
instead
a he gave a tirade of how he knows many women out there
who chosses to dress modestly for their own sake
and how ..I .. tend to dress to the extreme
In fact it bacome a point of how ..
I tend to do everything to the extreme
OKAY ..
so apparently .. i dress indecently
i committe myself to too many things
i shop to extreme
i trek to the extreme
i work to the extreme
i throw caution to the wind and jump into things
and end up giving up on other things
~like our relationship
okayyyy
soo in the end everything is always about him..
but i was tired
it was a old arguement
and i felt very tired
after being put down so many times in one day
soo in the end ..
i am not capable
~just crazy
i do not have a good dress sense
~ just trashy
i do not have a balanced life
~ just selfish
THANK YOU .. i feel soo good as a person now...
he is SUCH FUN to be with
*wheee.. twirls fingers in the air*
i am quiet
i am tired
i am sick of people trying to judge
and i am begining to loose a sense of myself
do people actually think that lowly of me..
usually i dnt give a shit
but its times like these
that you reel back in shock
and wonder what does the world think of you
haiz.. *chants*
this is my space
this is my space
this is my space
*breath*
Saturday, June 03, 2006
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