*short news flash*

yippy !
Rinjani(yes Mr.Po.. i hope im spelling it right this time ;p)
Photo Log Part 2 is out~
Partly due to lots of patience
and partly due to the fact that
ill rather do anything but my research work
at the mo.


soo please scroll a few posts down to see it :)


grrr
im feeling the side effects of the Dimox tablet
its suppose to help prevent AMS (altitude sickness)
however in saving me from headaches
im getting diarroea :(


soo as Eug says:
you want to lau sai or to have AMS?
hmm tough choice there
*scratch head*


Going to meet dians at the gym soon
*waves*
im feeling strong
after dance and rock climbing yest
but i wish i got more time to boulder more
;p there is a urgh to climb more
to exert more
to feel the burn in the arms
but looks like i wont get to do it until i come back from Kili
sobzzz


*sniff sinff*
yesterday i was hit by a certain fear
a fear that i have not bought enuf stuff for kili
i really dnt feel that i have
i feel ill-prepared
but limited funds calls for some sacrifice
i was gazing at my mummy's credit card
in my hands yesterday
it was so tempting to buy the whole shop
*sighz*


i hate the cold
i cant even tahan being in a air con room
of like 16 degrees


i was imagining myself
dying out there
in the snow
in africa
...
brrrrr....


i think i watched too many disaster movies
:(
but the fear is there
constant and nigging at me
...


*bah*

i fear
i fear
i fear


but when i express the fear to people
it sounds trivia
like in hot sultry Sinagpore
the idea of freezing to death
just cannot be fathom...


boo ..
i fear the unknown
but does the unkown fear me ?