*Pooh*

Gosh ..
its been a long time since i jotted down my thoughts.
so many things have happened
and yet the ironic thing is
the more things happen .. the less time i have to write


but looking back..
im not sure if i had a good term or not :(
Just got back my spanish and marketing strat grades..
and B+ and a A- respectively ..
sighz.. looks like repeating a stella year of 4 GPA is near impossible
maybe i migth not even get another deanlist..
le sighz..
*dissapointment hangs heavily in the air*


Robin tries to cheer mi up..
but .. he doesnt get it that im not sad. NONONO..
Im angry with myself..
I noe i dint apply enough of myself into those 2 .. especially spanish .
I am angry at my incompetence...
When u have reach soo far..
falling below expectations is hard to swallow


ben said to me ..
if you have no expectations.. you will not be dissapointed.
funny .. thats what DL siad about relationships ..
But i said .. if u have no expectations, you will hae no goals, you have no goals, you will not reach far, if you do not reach far, you wont move


Thats different in a relationship right? i dunoe..
i do not set goals in my relationship.
like ..err *i want a A in kissing technique* and a *A+ in positioning * .. ;p
hehehee..


BUT some good things did happen:
> we won first prize in the Triumph Marketing competition !!!
Team Maxx: simin, cora, jeffery, alvin and me..
Although there were many sleepless nights, long meetingss and unhealthy snacks... ;p at least it was funny.. alot of lame bra jokes that seemed funnier at 3 am in teh morning .. -AND will not leave the room.. * i swear*
We had seemed like an unlikely group, but looks like we pulled the stunt of the year !!
haha and there seemed to be unhappy competitors .. according to alvin: there was a competitor from SMU no less, who panned our marketing plans on her blog:
I could barely contained my smirk as i read it.
>>SHe sounded really bitter, and she thought her group's idea was a sure winner, but the judges just did not understand it fully.
*rolls eyes* .. i mean the whole point of the competition is to COMMUNICATE your idea to the judges and to IMPRESS upon them how your idea will benefit their company. I like your idea of a gothic fariy tale..seriously .. i have always thought a darker twist to fairy tales was tres chic.. but exactly, the idea is not NEW- if you think its the greatest most innovative idea of the century..
>> Please! the idea was sooo LAST CENTURY.. if you are up-to-date with the promotions of companies out there ~ which you should if you want to be a decent marketing major~ the idea was used by many already...
like Dior's last season fashion show and even the ENVY levis ads now for the ladies jeans.. reaks of your idea.. *pui*
Okay .. i have ranted enough ..I just couldnt stand the sourness, the arrogance.. :P *too bad you have no money to go Thailand now.. if you need to depend on winning a competition to go to somewhere soo near like Thailand, then you are not only a lousy marketing student, you are a lousy finance student, bec you cant even handel simple budgeting to save like what, a measly $600 ??* *snigger*


Okayyyyy i ranted more.. sorri.. no more ranting, no more bitchness- i shall retract my claws ;p xxxxxxx


>I finally got my first sports medal in my university life. haha.. not a very glam IVP medal.. but still a medal ...for the SMU runabout.
Team SMUX : yu jian, robin, heng, alvin and me.
BUT we dint compete in the CCA catergory.. being astute game theorist that we are.. we have decided that the Nash Equlibrium lies in us taking part in the "open" catergory... where our odds are better.. why compete with the track and field team?? Let the floorball, soccer, rugby fight it out amongst themselves for the so called "blonde" as Nash would say.. we on the other hand will go for the "brunette" ;p and we got the babe !! 2nd prize.. with $$ in sportslink voucher yet spent ;p


Took part in the ultimate frisbee competition: dint win anything.. but got free booze all round at Brewerkz!!!.. someone fom the frisbee team was VERY GENEROUS. I think he was drunk when he offered to buy us more drinks. hehe and I made sure to look everyone in the eye when toasting - so as not to have bad sex for 7 years ..LOL
The 7-8 pints was not very kind to my gut thou.. me and robin blacked out in front of my house.. with the car door open... because i REFUSED to get outa car.. i came around at like 4am to find him sleeping on the cement floor beside the car.. omg ! I am amazed at how safe my neighbourhood is. AND that also means too that robin is not strong enough to carry me up to my house.. ;(
HOWHOWHOW .. my wedding night ... *hmf* .. this problem shall be dealt with soon. hahah He will have to do more push-ups ;p


ANwaz i puked like i have never puked before. Beer still brings shudders down my spine .. *brrrrr*


Ahh well. lesser booze.. lesser calories ;p but ohh!!! i cant wait to go clubbing again! i feel like DANCING!!! needa shake that huge booty of mine.. its getting big enough to play mahjong on ;p


Sadly this holiday would not the season to be a merry.. I do NOT do merry :p
pah..anwayz still have Andre's and Francis research ..
still meeting Triumph to settle the follow up of our plans..
still going trekking in Malaysia . yeah! clearing another 2 of the G7 of Malaysia! ~Another 7 days of kickass climbing.. no bathing.. instant food ..lousy sleeping conditions, perpetual rain with lots of LEECHES .. URGH !But still the ideal sounds tantalising.. call me crazy .. call me anythign you like actually .. as long as you are out of hearing range ;p


> Plus Kayakking around Sinagpore and Ubin after i come back .. yeahh to feel the power of the sea.. its great to be in the elements of nature.. that is if i do not come back with "pai kah", "pai qui" or both from the trek ;p
because, you see..I havent mastered the art of paddeling with my tongue yet .. hehehe


AHh i can hear terry calling mee....shall not keep him waiting . ;p
I shall cuddle up with my latest Terry Pratchett book now ..
I love Borders !!!..
did i mention i love borders ..
yes I love Borders !!
hahhaa


BUt the man of my live now is not terry thou ..
its DOnnie !!!
*Le Swoon*.. he is amazingly hot in Sha Po Lang .. the new chinese movie
about .. triads and police in HK..
apparently after Infernal Affairs..
now everybody wants to produce a Traid-Police Movies ..*rooooolllls eyyeees twice*
And they say only the Sinagporeans are unimaginative.. ;p


But no complains here.. the movie: SPL, was filmed and produced artisitically .. very darkish stylised film.. showed signs of Quientan Tarrantino's genius .. with a yummylicious donnie yen .. srutting around in tight leather jacket, and even tighter pants.. and *holds-breath* circulation cutting tight balck shirt ..
the story gets more exciting as he takes off more clothes.. lol
sounds porno yea..i think i sound like some lecherous old man watching a shu qi movie.. ;p
Duuhhhhh


Good night.. back to my books .. and maybe tonight i shall have sweet.. ~ note: NOT WET ;p dreams of Donnie in his hottest black carrying me up to my house while im drunk .. hahhaha... * pish* .. someone hit me ..pleaseeee...