*goldie*

*blig bling*
the shine is blinding me..
i see the future..
my trip to GUESS has got me Paris Hilton ambitions
flashes of gold with quirky accessories ..
*dreamz*
and soo i drift in my own world as i shop
until i bumped into Guan Hua
sitting by himslef, as girls mualed around him, ignoring his prescence
thats because he is "the invisible boyfriend"
the ones that fade into the shadows during sale and appear at the cash register .. with a strong willing arm, waiting to be loaded


ahhh
howw sweet..
i wish i had one..
mine just grumble and give me a time limit
every shop becomes a race.. a battle.. a stressful exercise ;p


Anywaz... i decided to plonk down beside him and have a friendly chat
which turned out to be a quick lesson on Mars and Venus ;p
>he said that men are naturally designed to be useless at shopping
because they can only focus on one thing at a time
and it just gets overwhelming with soo many clothes sometimes
>while women can scan and take in more things in one view
which also means we can check out a cute guy with our peripheral vision
while guys get caught checking girls out easily
LOL
> i made a reference to how guys cannot multi-task
and he said that is why when a guy is asked by his gf if he has thought of her the whole day... he will have to say no..
But the girl can say honestly that she has thought of him the whole day - while doing other stuff..


hmmm... seriouss.....
anywaz.. I wouldnt trust a guy if he said he has been thinking of me the whole day
that reeks of a huge flowerful lie


but would I want my bf to be a artful lyer???..
welllllll
if it makes me happy
i guess.. a teeny weeny white lie would do sometimes
like telling me how beautiful i am
how he wont mind if i ever become fat
how my face is actually better than the SKII model
how he worships the ground walk on
yeahhhhhhhhhhh right
like that would ever happen ;p


He wouldnt even walk slower for me
while i limp along on my bai kah leg down the stairs ;p
what a caring bf..
i imagine he would be a lovely father
training all his kids to develope strong leg muscles once they can walk
trying to keep up with him and not get lost ;p


I told him ..
I saw ci-ern's bf shielding her from the cold up on the freezng mountains
~ memories flashed back to Stong and Europe
and i got an insight (bright light and angelic music)..
>>he would never do that ...
if we were ever in a similar position
he would probably be too busy cursing about how cold he is
to bother about me
sad but true...
although he denied ...
it was a denial without much fight ;p
ahh welll
soo much for needing a hero


great ...
i am a kick-ass gal
and no one needs to take care of me yahh
that seems to be the general thought
hmmm i guess that comes with not having a heaving bossom
>> u will not have no big-strong alpha males wanting to sweep u away to some safe place (preferbly into their big-strong chests) ;p
*pui*


Anywazz...
The Decent was a great movie-- seriously fightful.. in a good way
i think it was inspired by Smeggle..from LOTR
but those smeggles are more blood-lusting than devious
:6 women getting caved-in in some ulu cave and meeting those creatures
robin said there woudlnt be much of a movie if it was 6 guys..
as guys would have made a quick job of those smeggles
but i shall treat that as a sexist remark and not comment
for some things .. rolled eyes will do


However the caving sceens are amazing thou
really inspiring to see those women do cool shit
makes me wana jump straight up and start doing cross crountry runs and rock climb and white water raft... and develope washboard abbs ;p
but that would also mean i have to open doors, carry my own bag and limp on my one good leg by myslef for teh rest of my life


ahhhh the choices we have to make ;p


on a happier note:
i got my grade review
although a B+ is still very gloomy :(
But with eyes like Rasphutin .. i would rather not talk to him anymore
I feel myself shrinking like Alice in wonderland everytime i talk to Menkoff


Kiwi on the other hand gave me an A+
!!! woohooo !!! go Supply Chain !!!
I wonder if the rest of the class saw it coming
i must admit .. we must have looked like a pretty bimbo gp heheh


Unfortunatly a 3.8 avg this term is soo not gg to get me my magna
blah


why oh why


sighz


i miss the flippant way you flip your hair, your yellow tinted smile, your jacket that kept me warm