*bliss*
did PPT the whole day..
the theme was >> laundry
made bubbles bubbling up the screen with sound clips
perfection in animation...
I wish i can make lots of $$ outa doing powerpoints.. ;p
Life has not been good..
i swear im getting fat..
cant stop myself from eating :(
miss the days when i have the discilpline to eat like a rabbit..
maybe ill try more drastic measures when i stop working..
more time to exercise everyday and away from evilll food..
i think a huge problem is bec i eat with guys...
i eat normal portions.. sometimes more...
~joel always tempt me with deserts ... ;p
im sure the next 2 weeks till the end of my internship will fly by
~like a jetplane .. *sonic hopefully.. soo fast that i cant hear it*
maybe ill wake up one morning and go... *hi... what day isit today?..
ohh its a monday ... and im here-- sunning my big fat butt in my bed*
~with the sun climbing soo high that the morning had gotten tired of waiting for me
leaving in disgust .. with only the afternoon to glare down at my sheepish face..
okie... i am balbbering.... *falls dwn to earth*
Hmm how come i am surrounded by soo many depressed guys??
What isit about life that is soo sianzz?
look on the bright side..
even if u have to craw outa ur shell, outa the ground and under that rock to see it
there is always more to life
i love life ..
and i wana live it to the fullest
i wana have no regrets .. to live for myself
and myself only
BUT in a society where humans have to interact
there are cumbersome things like social ties--
responsibility to ur partner, accountability to ur parents and repect for the law...
even thou we talk about right of individual freedom..
we are still bounded by soo many responsibilities to fulfill..
have the society evolved all these years only to have more and more societal rules weighting us down...?
If soo i would rather be back in ancient times..
wearing just animal skins
--*not bec they are in fashion* but no more a slave of fashion i will become.. i can wearing clashing prints ( leopard over zebra maybe) for all i care..*
or if i fancy i can prance ard naked.. thou i suspect it gets pretty cold out there in the wild..
I will be a mini Zena warrior and spend my time roaming ard ..
knocking cute Hercules types on the head and dragging them back to my cave..
no rules of courting.. just 3 simple steps--
swing, pull and rut and thankyou very much...
hmm here i go again
--soo many news recently --
but i just cant get myself to blog..
i think if i put my real feelings about my current state of affairs down, they will become a fact..
i dnt think i wana see them in balck and white
running away from my heart i am
but i have always been an escapists
i do not have the need for the real world now....
simin tempted me with a proposal to go exchange together ..
i think that seems just like what i need
an opportunity to get away and know myself better
i have this niggling feeling that i noe myself well enough
and my heart even better
but i suspect maybe what my brain comprehends is soo bad that it decided to shut me away from me ..
trauma induced mental block they call it
*yeah.. crap*
okie.. news flash -- the period of FuDa (u can guess lah who lah ) is over!!
-- they have broke up ..
a witness spotted her holding hands with another guy.. all lovey dovey
soo .. the hubby wunny honey tubby phase is over huh .. *snigger*
darn .. they soo deserve one another
2 suffering (delusional to say the least) fools who are only good for each other...
am i mean?? i noe im mean .. do u think im mean ?? hahahah
Anywazz so many things happened the past few days ..
Momo then DblO then Momo again..
in a moment of weakness ( i wasnt that drunk yet ;p) i got cajoled by a pushy model to take part in the Miss Tropicana (*rolls eyes* how cheesy) competition at Momo.. the freebies look good .. but i dnt tink i will go for the actual event ..cant imagine myself parading in a beach dress in front of a crowd...
maybe if i get drunk enough...
or if i can get some plastic surgery done for free...
or if the lights are dark enough..
or if they give me a million bucks (thats out..i dnt even think the prize $$ is half as much)
.... you get the idea......
saw The island and Sincity ...
SIncity was way cool...flim nior type.. abit of a comedy too..
its like a parody of the detective movies of the 50s ??
~where the characters do alot of their own narration...with cheesy lines and exeggerated actions
Jessica Alba is hot as usual yes yes *i can hear all the guys sighing in unison whenevr she comes onscreen*.. ;p
but to mi she has a very plain face.. soo unless she really flaunts her body ... she will not be a stunner to mi ;p
Scarlett Johanson on the other hand is damn hot ..
her lips are soo plush .. even i feel like kisiing them... wheew.... she looks damn sultry on the 8days cover...even better than the ugly FHM model ;p
BUT of course Ewan is still the cutest.. he looks older.. but still cute...nice lean *okey skinny* body ;)
i think its the accent .. makes me wana french the hell outa him.. yummy
--we had another "discussion" --
.. not 1 but 2 in the span of 4 days!!!
soo mentally tiring
so emotionally confusing
i think he has no one to vent his fustrations on..
soo he cao beh to me.. even thou i am the source of some of his fustrations
soo in the end he is cao behing abt me to me..
then i get fustrated..
i really really wish he will get more friends ..
he doesnt understand that some things you can only tell ur friends
he thinks im ludicrous for wanting to vent my fustrations in a blog or with a heart to heart wif my gfs ..
I guess im not so hot with this "communication is vital in a realtionship" thing ;p
*express your feelings-- my arse*
They never teach it in school leh..
how ???
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