last week was one of little sleep and alot of acne
the two go hand in hand
like the best of friends
however, one huge advertising presentation was nailed
the professor sent us an email
the client team - it was a good presentation
woohoo!!
now everybody can celebrate ;p
but i wonder..
the email seems pretty short
to the point..
soo was it curt and dismissive ?
or is it the german in him that make this email lack certain warmth
soo isit a ..
passable - good
okay - good
wow! - good
or
im soo impressed im speechless - good
i hope it was the last
but he doesnt look impressed
although i havent seen him look impressed
so i wouldnt know how that looks like
*rolls eyes*
maybe its the advertising industry
god-forbid if people see you looking impressed
then u will loose ur edge
such is the poker face world in which we live in
i wonder if that is the industry i wana work in
i wonder who will want me..
hmmmm
but now a job is not the most pressing problem
because
............
i forgot to file for graduation!!
lol
die .. im a such a blur f*
i should be shot
or maybe at least be given an organiser
a cute hot PA would be even better
one who speaks in many languages
and comes in a variety of clothes to match every occasion
i can bring him everywhere
*dreams*....
but i should stop dreaming
and come back down to the real depressing world
because
right now
i am not hired
my A*s are not comfirm
my dean's list is hanging on a precarious tread
i am single, dateless and undesirable
i have a no money to shop
i cannot clear my 80 hours
but actually its not about the clearing of hours that im sad about
its not being able to go
its my dream to trek in alpine conditions
and ... well
only sabrina knows why im really sad..
but i will have to quit dance to go
how does a girl decide :(
howhowhowhowhowhow....
there is still that emptyness
that struck soo suddenly today
i sit and wonder
and hurt
a little blue blinking tab on the msn
made it slightly better
but still
bitter sweetness
is not my favourite flavour
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hey dear
u are not alone......
:)call mi if u need anything
Thank you for waiting dear
it made a whole lot of difference ... :)
Emptiness is a bottomless pit.. that one finds when self doubt is cast upon one's existence.
Life is simply about living it
Living a life is just doing something about it
Why sit reflect and feel sad? pity even?
Your worth is not decided by others..Your life is your own.
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