a week of highs and lows
the stress was getting to me
that i had the worst possible migrane ever
my eyes hurt soo bad
i wanted to yank them out
to sit in a corner and cry them out
to stick my pen into them stake my brain out
anything to stop the searing pain
burning right behind my eyes
people says im a superwoman
well i guess superwoman has her bad leotard days too
;p
but still there are the highs ..
*sleeping more
after surviving on less than 3 hrs on average
*we won 2nd place in the tri-challeng !!
my power team of shaun and ben
ben was a trooper ..
giving us a lead of second place
even thou he was down with food poisoning
i loveeeee my teammmmmmm ~~!!
my second medal from the school
i am soo loving my last year of uni
if onli it will never end ....
but i do wish my thighs will stop aching
*groanzz*
*Manda's 21st party at Westin was ..
R-rated at times lol
i cannot believe the things our caderas guys can come up with
i will never ever look at a Y-string the same way again
the whole thing is caught on film lol
maybe we can slip it out
it shall our very own SMU video
i hope dear manda
had fun ...
which is the most important
you can only be 21st once
but u can be only 22, 23 ,24 .. once too
soo yah
*finished our performnce for SMU Open House
while i had said im perfectly happy to dance without a partner
it really gave me a sense of achievement
to have danced the Ran Kan Kan with kevin
he is a really sweet darling partner
i thank him for his guidance
thinking back at where i started out
when i barely knew any salsa last term
i felt it did come some way
while im still far from being good
it still gave me a buzzz
the adrenaline during the performance
~when ceolho throws me high into the air
and i land with a smile on my face
....priceless
And the lows
*a dip in my blipping day
i guess im not sad
just more jumbled
for when feelings are put to words
its hard to ignore pure facts
but at least
there is no vacumn occupied
by things left unsaid
that hangs in the air
like a heavy fog
the bubble of a fastasy world cannot last forever
*plop*
it will go one day
we are both lost souls
may we find a compass soon
for the river cannot meander forever
but for now
lets enjoy the journey and take in the view
i remember a question thrown at me by my JC teacher
in an interview for leadershp positions in my CCA
they asked:
if you are in a boat on a fast flowing river
and you reach a junction
one way brings you to a deadly waterfall
while the other brings you to ur destination
you team is certain its one way
while you are sure its the other way
so now
what will you do ??
-what i said-
given the lack of time to have a discussion
i will insist on my way
and then explain to my team mates
the reasons for my choice later
what would you do ??
* a little good feeling for the day*
Jasmine
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