tales of a mad woman

Madness
The past 2 weeks have been super hectic
deprived of exercise, sleep, healthy food and sun
i desperately need some Vit D
But from the looks of things, i am destined to look like the undead for the rest of the term.
Palor so doesnt become me :(
slowly becoming pale,fat and pimply *groanz*


I think im crazy
just today, i have met 2 profs and taken on 2 more jobs.
A research assitant for Francis Koh and a teaching assistant for BP
Plus the research assitant for Andrer Bonfrer that i am already currently..
I forsee alot more sleepless nights ;p
Sufferance is the badge of my ... self ? haha
shakesphere i am not


I noe robin will say im greedy !!
but the money is good ~$10 an hr ..
dreams of shopping bags float into view..
ahhhhhh
yess... MANGO, ZARA, GUESS, ROXY... *drool*
i wana shop !!!
i still have $50 Mango voucher left from my bdae gift ;p
Is there no one else !!! Is there no one else !!! ..
out there who will go shopping wif mi ? :)


But it is not only about the money of course.. im NOT THAT materialistic ;p
the experience of research work will help mi regardless of whether i wana go into the consulting industry or try for a fellowship for PhD.
I just really really hope that i can cope with all this work load..
plus mugging for my grades
and practising salsa.. and mauy thai
and make myself physically fit in time for the trek at the end of the year...
*looks into the sky for some divine intervention*


I never knew or foresaw that i would become such a student..
Actually I also dunoe what kinda student i am now..
For the longest time in my yr 1 of Uni.. i have always been an average student..
very low key, plain, not in the "in" crowd, fluked my Comms presentation until i have lost all confidence..


What has changed between these 2 years..
I seem to expect more of myself.. more and more..
The pressure to do well buids up every year
But yet I dnt feel that i have changed much ..
i still feel like a plain, lowly student that nobody thinks much of
I wonder how do others see mi as a student of SMU, as a person
ahh welll
cannot think too much
* go munch on some chocolates to think happy thoughts *


~ a few seconds later...
Happy thoughts !!!... happy thoughts !!..
hmm...
>>KTV with the SMUX ppl last saturday..
Melvin, Dom , Weijie, Jackie .. all KTV kings *swoon*


>>Won the SMU Runabout ! 2nd place Open catergory with robin, yujian, heng, alvin
I never knew Alvin can run soo fast .. :P
hehe.. soo all the bulk is really muscles ehh.. hmmm


>>Our Triumph competition's piece was finally done and handed in.. thanks babes for all the laughs and reviving the memory of my secondary school projects..the overnight stay at my house was definatly sumthing i have never done in a long long time..
just hope that we can all do it again in a different setting.. with some movies, hot chocolates, face masks and loads of gossip ;p
althou the result dint turn out like what we expected, hopefully they can sense our totally amazing vision... :p


>> night bike was last last week (yeah i havent wrote in a loggg time)
.. its great to feel the wind in my face again.. my cycling experience seems to be limited to how many nightbikes SMUX has ;p
~the geylang tour..the campy games..the freaking steep hill up kent ridge park..with a lovely co-GL by my side..

>> my 2 year anniversary with robin is coming next saturday ! haha..
i cant think of what to get him... help ! i need some inspiration..
He has been a sweetie.. delivering Macs to my house for supper at 2 am.. to eat with mi and do work. It great that he is finding his way around school and trying to extend his social circle.. which seemed to have evolved into the "inner circle" which is not very "inner" or circular anymore ;p


I cant imaging that we have been together for only 2 years..
it seems like forever already..
In such a short period of time, we have been on a cruise, to Aur, Bangkok, Puket, Barcelona, Rome, Paris, Venice, England, Hong Kong...
maybe we can hosts a traveling show.. :P
ahh the ultimate dream job.. ~
"wish you were here" postcards fluttering in the sky...