Confused

urghhh
lots of things happened during cny
and now im feeling pretty messed up


shall look for retail theraphy tomorrow
but i think somethings even shopping cannot cure
now im no longer love-sick
neither am i physically sick any more


im just feeling kinda sick
its that deep feeling at the bottom of your tummy
where you noe there are things you have done which you should not have done..
or should you ..
blah..
i dint really like myself very much at this moment


nonononono